Artists -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Jews -- England -- London -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Alone with her in the evenings or with some chance acquaintance,
during the holidays he roamed through London, basking in the summer
evenings, discovering unimagined splendours, the Parks, the river, the
Zoo, boating on the Serpentine, the promenade on the romantic
Spaniard's Road at Hampstead. Nearly every night he wrote to Mitchell
in the country, describing his new easy happiness in his work and his
discovery of the charm of nights in London. And once a week Mitchell
would write to him and give him a delightful account of English
country life in a valley, shut in by rolling hills between which
wandered a slow, pleasant stream. Here Mitchell was painting, boating,
playing tennis, making love.
"There's a Detmold girl lives near here with her people--Greta
Morrison. You may remember her--glorious chestnut hair, big blue eyes,
but as shy as a little mouse. I couldn't get a word out of her until I
began to talk about you, and there's no end to her appetite for that.
I don't mince matters. I tell her exactly what you are, exactly what
you come from, and what a wild beast you are. She has seen you throw
things about at the Detmold, and she seems absolutely to like it. Yet
she is not a fool, and I like her enormously. She makes me feel what a
rotter I am, but I can't get on with her unless I talk about you. I
_have_ heard that her work is good, but she won't show me a thing."
Mendel was pleased that a "top-knot" should be interested in him, but
beyond the flicker of delight he gave no thought to the idea of Greta
Morrison. The "top-knots" belonged to the world which he was going to
despoil with Hetty Finch. That world must disgorge. It had condemned,
and still condemned, his father and mother to bitter poverty, and he
remembered how on their first coming to London the whole family had
slept in one room, and how he had sat up in the middle of the night
and looked at the recumbent bodies and suffered under the indignity of
it. And his brothers had grown from ruddy, bronzed boys into
pale-faced, worn young men. And behind Hetty was the dirty
lodging-house and her Ma, of whom he had a very clear idea. He used to
wax violent, and his imagination would run riot with the fantastic
visions of success he conjured up.
Who were the "top-knots" that they should have an easy, pleasant time
in the country while he was left to stew in London?
Hetty began genuinely to admire him, and her flattery was no longer
empty. There was some sustenance in it.
"O--oh!" she used to say. "You'll get on. There's no doubt about that.
You'll have a big stoodio and the nobs will come up in their
motor-cars, and you'll be able to paint what you like then."
"You're a liar," he would reply. "I shall always paint what I like. I
never do anything else, and never will. Once paint for the fools and
you have to do it always, because you become a fool yourself."
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