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He thanked his stars that his friends could not read Yiddish. Two
well-known Jewish painters wrote to the paper to say that they existed
and to trounce his "bumptious and ignorant dismissal of respected and
respectable art." And he heartily agreed with them. He was shaken out
of the hectic dreams of months, yet could not feel or see clearly. His
way was with Mitchell, and Mitchell was generously rejoicing in it all
as though it had happened to himself, while Hetty was going from
studio to studio spreading the news and declaring the arrival of a
genius.
He wanted to go and hide his face in his mother's skirts, but she was
so happy and elated with the congratulations of the neighbours and
visits from the Rabbis of the synagogue that he could not but keep up
his part before her. For her and for all his family he bought
extravagant presents, and he went out and sought Artie Beech, whom he
had not seen for years, and gave him a box of cigars. He had a
melancholy idea that he was doing them all an injury and that he must
somehow repair it. The exact nature of the injury he did not know, but
his instinct was very sure that the whole business was false. Yet it
was so actual that he could not help believing in it. He was
hypnotized into accepting it. There seemed no reason why it should not
go on for ever. Here, apparently, was what he had always striven
for--art and homage--and the idea that they could go on for ever was
terrible and paralysing. But there was not a soul in the world with
whom he could share his feeling. If he showed the least hesitation
they would accuse him of ingratitude.
He was filled with a smouldering rage against them all which found no
vent until Maurice Birnbaum came in his motor-car and asked him to
bring some of his things to show Sir William Hunslet, R.A., who had
been much impressed with his prize picture. Once again Mendel climbed
into the motor-car, and once again he was told not to let his parcel
scratch the paint.
"Now," said Maurice, "you have the world at your feet, and I feel
proud to have had my share in bringing it about. You can have
everything you want, and if you don't grow into something really big
it won't be our fault. Everything that money can do it shall do."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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