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Sir William introduced Maurice to the ladies, but did not so much as
look at the boy, whom his mind had at once ticked off as a "student,"
and therefore to be kept in his place. Maurice explained spluttering:
words like "scholarship," "prize," "genius," "instinct," fell in a
shower from his lips, and one of the ladies put up her lorgnette and
stared at Mendel as though he were a picture or a wax model.
At last he was told to untie his parcel, and one by one he showed his
pictures. Sir William blew out his chest and his cheeks, and with a
wave of his hand blurted out one word:--
"Italy."
"That's what I say," said Maurice.
Mendel scented danger. They seemed to him to be conspiring together.
"Italy!" ejaculated Sir William. "Italy! Blue skies, the sun, the
light. Give him light and landscape with form in it."
"Am I ill?" thought Mendel with some alarm, for Sir William sounded to
him more like a doctor than a painter. And he decided that the
Academician was not a real artist because he showed no sign of the
fellow-feeling which had been so strong in Mr. Froitzheim.
Before the ladies he could say nothing. He put his pictures back in
the parcel and heard Maurice and Sir William still conspiring together
to send him to Italy. He was tired of being swung from one idea to
another. At the Polytechnic they had told him that the essential thing
in a picture was "tone," that he must remember the existence of the
atmosphere between himself and the object he was painting, and that
there were no bright colours in nature. At the Detmold little was said
about "tone," but he was told that the essence of a picture was
drawing, "the expression of form." . . . What next? He had a
foreboding that Italy was only another name for another essence of a
picture. Besides, he wanted to live. Though he adored art, yet it did
not contain all that was precious to him--liberty and gaiety,
friendship and affection. Always until the Detmold his life had been
weighed down with poverty and with terrible obsessions like that of
his dread of the fat, curly-headed boy who, during the six long years
of his schooling, had waited for him outside the school-gates every
day to give him a coward's blow and to challenge him to fight and to
jeer at him if he refused. There had been furious, passionate loves to
set him reeling, gusts of inexplicable desires and ambitions which had
often made him weep with pain. And now, just as the world was opening
out before him and he was warm with the friendship of an Englishman
(for he was proud of Mitchell's Public School training), they wished
to take him away and send him to a far country.
He had had enough of being a foreigner in England, and he loathed the
idea of travel. His father had told him that England was the best
country in the world, and, if he had suffered so much there, what
would it be in others? Italy? He wanted to paint what he had always
painted, fish and onions in a London kitchen. How could Italy help him
to do that?
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