Artists -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Jews -- England -- London -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
When they reached the studio Mitchell suggested going, but Logan would
not hear of it. He dragged them in and produced whisky and soda, and
kept them talking far into the small hours. His bouncing energy kept
Mendel awake and alert, but Mitchell was soon exhausted and fell
asleep.
"Shall we put him out of the way?" said Logan suddenly. "No one would
know, and the river is handy. He is too clean, too soft, and there are
too many like him. They are in the way of real men like you and me."
Mendel was appalled to find that he could not defend his friend. All
the discontents of his waning friendship came rushing up in him and he
began to babble violently.
"He is a liar and a coward, and he will never be an artist because he
is too weak. He is not true. He is not good. I have trusted him with
my secrets and he tells. He is always ashamed of me because of my
clothes and because I have not been to Public School, and he is
jealous because when we meet women they like me. He is soft and
deceitful with them, but I am honest, and they like that. I wanted him
to be my friend, but it is impossible."
"He is an Englishman," said Logan sepulchrally, with the air of a
Grand Inquisitor.
"Aren't you an Englishman?"
"No, Scotch and French. These Englishmen have no passions, unless they
are mad like Blake. . . . No, no. We'll drop Mitchell overboard. We'll
make him walk the plank, and fishes in the caverns of the sea shall
eat his eyes."
Logan was beginning to assume enormous proportions in Mendel's eyes.
It seemed that there was nothing the tremendous fellow did not know.
He began to talk of genius and the stirring of the creative impulse,
and he gave so powerful an account of Blake that Mendel began to see
visions of heaven and hell. Here was something which he could
acknowledge as larger than himself without self-humiliation, and,
indeed, the larger it loomed the more swiftly did he himself seem to
grow. It was such a sensation as he had not known since the days
before his rapture with Sara. All that had intervened fell away. That
purity of passion returned to him and, choosing Logan for its object,
rushed upon him and endowed him with its own power and beauty. Logan
talking of Blake was to Mendel's innocence as rare as Blake, and he
adored him.
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