Artists -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Jews -- England -- London -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Both he and Logan were relieved when Mitchell, who had interrupted
them with inappropriate remarks, turned aside at Vauxhall and vanished
into London.
"So much for Mitchell," said Logan. "You and I need sterner stuff. You
and I are sprung from those among whom life is lived bravely and
bitterly, and we have no use for its parasites. You and I will only
emerge from the bitterness on condition that we can make of life a
spiritual thing, for we are of those who seek authority. Life has none
to offer us now, for all the forms of life are broken. Neither above
us nor below is there authority, neither in heaven nor in hell. We
must seek authority within ourselves, in the marriage of heaven and
hell, in the consummation of good and evil, the two poles of our
nature. It is for us, the artists, to bring them together, to liberate
good and evil in ourselves, that they may rush to the consummation. We
are the priests and the prophets, and we must in no wise be false to
our vision."
Mendel could not fit all this in with his mood and his delicious
dreams, and when it brought him back to his sober senses, he could not
see what it had to do with painting. However, Logan put things right
by saying:--
"You are a poet. You are like Heine. I can see you with your little
Josepha the pale, the executioner's daughter. God rot my soul! It is
years since I had such inspiration as you have given me. I think there
must be Jewish blood in me, for I can certainly understand you through
and through, and you have waked something in me that has always been
asleep. Oh! we shall paint bonny pictures--bonny, bonny pictures."
"You must come to see me every day," said Mendel, "and every night we
will go out together, and I must introduce you to my mother, for she
too has good words."
Logan smacked his lips as they entered the grimy streets near
Spitalfields.
"Pah!" he said; "that's life, that is, good dirty life. I was littered
in a farm-yard myself and I like a good smell. . . . Can you put me up
to-night? I don't mind sleeping on the floor."
"You can have my bed," said Mendel, "and I will sleep downstairs on my
brother's sofa. Please--please. Do sleep in my bed."
Logan accepted the offer and asked Mendel to stay with him while he
undressed. He was unpleasantly fat, but strong and well-built.
He stayed for a long time in front of the mirror.
"See that bulge on the side of my head?" he said as he turned.
Mendel looked, and sure enough his head had a curious bulge on its
right side.
"I had rickets when I was young," said Logan, "and my skull must have
got pushed over. I expect that's what makes me what I am--lop-sided. I
need you to balance me."
He got into bed, and Mendel, reluctant to leave him, sat at his feet
and devoured him with his eyes.
"Surely, surely, now," he thought, "all is perfect now. No more
disturbances, no more Mitchells, no more Hettys, and I shall do only
what I really wish to do."
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