Humorous stories, American; United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction; War stories, American
a hundred reports, then I saw the man fall down out of the saddle. My
first feeling was of surprised gratification; my first impulse was an
apprentice-sportsman’s impulse to run and pick up his game. Somebody
said, hardly audibly, “Good—we’ve got him!—wait for the rest.” But the
rest did not come. We waited—listened—still no more came. There was not
a sound, not the whisper of a leaf; just perfect stillness; an uncanny
kind of stillness, which was all the more uncanny on account of the
damp, earthy, late-night smells now rising and pervading it. Then,
wondering, we crept stealthily out, and approached the man. When we got
to him the moon revealed him distinctly. He was lying on his back, with
his arms abroad; his mouth was open and his chest heaving with long
gasps, and his white shirt-front was all splashed with blood. The
thought shot through me that I was a murderer; that I had killed a man—a
man who had never done me any harm. That was the coldest sensation that
ever went through my marrow. I was down by him in a moment, helplessly
stroking his forehead; and I would have given anything then—my own life
freely—to make him again what he had been five minutes before. And all
the boys seemed to be feeling in the same way; they hung over him, full
of pitying interest, and tried all they could to help him, and said all
sorts of regretful things. They had forgotten all about the enemy; they
thought only of this one forlorn unit of the foe. Once my imagination
persuaded me that the dying man gave me a reproachful look out of his
shadowy eyes, and it seemed to me that I could rather he had stabbed me
than done that. He muttered and mumbled like a dreamer in his sleep,
about his wife and his child; and I thought with a new despair, “This
thing that I have done does not end with him; it falls upon _them_ too,
and they never did me any harm, any more than he.”
In a little while the man was dead. He was killed in war; killed in fair
and legitimate war; killed in battle, as you may say; and yet he was as
sincerely mourned by the opposing force as if he had been their brother.
The boys stood there a half hour sorrowing over him, and recalling the
details of the tragedy, and wondering who he might be, and if he were a
spy, and saying that if it were to do over again they would not hurt him
unless he attacked them first. It soon came out that mine was not the
only shot fired; there were five others,—a division of the guilt which
was a grateful relief to me, since it in some degree lightened and
diminished the burden I was carrying. There were six shots fired at
once; but I was not in my right mind at the time, and my heated
imagination had magnified my one shot into a volley.
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