Hollywood (Los Angeles, Calif.) -- Fiction; Motion picture industry -- Fiction
But a midday telephone call at the Montague home brought assurances from
the mother that quieted this fear. Sarah complained of not feeling
well, and was going to spend a quiet day at home. But Mrs. Montague was
certain it was nothing serious. No; she had no temperature. No fever
at all. She was just having a spell of thinking about things, sort of
grouchy like. She had been grouchy to both her parents. Probably because
she wasn’t working. No, she said she wouldn’t come to the telephone. She
also said she was in a bad way and might pass out any minute. But that
was just her kidding. It was kind of Mr. Gill to call up. He wasn’t to
worry.
He continued to worry, however, until the nearness of his screen
debut drove Sarah to the back of his mind. Undoubtedly it was just her
nonsense. And in the meantime, that long--baffled wish to see himself
in a serious drama was about to be gratified in fullest measure. He was
glad the girl had not suggested that she be with him on this tremendous
occasion. He wanted to be quite alone, solitary in the crowd, free to
enjoy his own acting without pretense of indifference.
The Pattersons, of course, were another matter. He had told them of
his approaching debut and they were making an event of it. They would
attend, though he would not sit with them. Mr. Patterson in his black
suit, his wife in society raiment, would sit downstairs and would
doubtless applaud their lodger; but he would be remote from them; in a
far corner of the topmost gallery, he first thought, for Hearts on Fire
was to be shown in one of the big down-town theatres where a prominent
member of its cast could lose himself.
He had told the Pattersons a little about the story. It was pretty
pathetic in spots, he said, but it all came right in the end, and there
were some good Western scenes. When the Pattersons said he must be very
good in it, he found himself unable to achieve the light fashion of
denial and protestation that would have become him. He said he had
struggled to give the world something better and finer. For a moment
he was moved to confess that Mrs. Patterson, in the course of his
struggles, had come close to losing ten dollars, but he mastered the
wild impulse. Some day, after a few more triumphs, he might laughingly
confide this to her.
The day was long. Slothfully it dragged hours that seemed endless across
the company of shining dreams that he captained. He was early at the
theatre, first of early comers, and entered quickly, foregoing even a
look at the huge lithographs in front that would perhaps show his very
self in some gripping scene.
With an empty auditorium to choose from, he compromised on a balcony
seat. Down below would doubtless be other members of the company,
probably Baird himself, and he did not wish to be recognized. He must be
alone with his triumph. And the loftier gallery would be too far away.
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