Amnesiacs -- Fiction; Interstellar travel -- Fiction; Judgment Day -- Fiction; Science fiction; Short stories
He came close enough to see the thousands of stars as individuals, to
pick out the satellites circling the bright discs of light, to study
the pale planets themselves and their tiny subsatellites. As he turned
his attention from one to another, disappointment slowly filled him.
No, this was not the place. There was nothing in the configuration of
the stars, nothing in the size or position of the planets that sounded
a familiar chord in his consciousness. He would have to go further--or
turn back.
* * * * *
He left the place behind him. The next time the same thing happened he
didn't have quite so much hope, and his disappointment was less keen.
But it was disappointment none the less. Time was passing, and they
must be waiting for him impatiently.
After a while the hope and the disappointment both died away almost
completely. The former shrank to a tiny spark that grew dimmer and
dimmer as the centuries passed. He wondered if it would ever wink out
entirely.
It was characteristic of him that the anxiety this caused was only
for those who were waiting, expecting him hourly, and wondering why
he didn't come. He had no sense of fear for himself, no feeling of
despairing loneliness that might be expected to arise from being so
long isolated in space. It was only that he would have liked some one
to talk to, besides himself.
On a fair number of planets he found animal-like creatures in
different stages of development, and on a few he discovered life that
was intelligent. It was with these that he had a renewed feeling of
anticipation, the spark of hope glowing momentarily before it faded
again.
"It's intelligent life I've got to find," he told himself. "But where?"
His astronomical memory, insofar as it covered the post-nova
period, was perfect, and he paid more attention to the details of
star-and-planet configuration than he had ever done before. Gradually
a star-map formed in his mind, a map that covered enormous distances
of space. Those places he had investigated and eliminated from
consideration were slowly crossed off. It was a large needle he had to
find, and his own powers were considerable, but the haystack he had to
search was infinite. There was no telling how many more centuries would
pass before he found it.
And then another thought struck him. They'd know back home that
something had gone wrong. Would they send someone else to do the job in
his place?
He rather doubted it. He had a vague feeling that there weren't many
with his own peculiar talents. What had to be done had to be done by
him, or left undone altogether.
More time passed. And one day, when the space charted on his brain-map
had grown to vast dimensions, and the spark of hope had become so tiny
that he was not quite sure any longer that it was there at all, he
noted from a distance a galaxy that seemed familiar.
"That's it!" he cried. "That's it!"
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