“For that sort of thing, yes. So I’ve gone out a lot in New York, met
many people; thought a little....” She twisted the leaf that she still
held in her fingers, her eyes vague as though focused on the leaf’s
faint shadow which fell in depth upon her dress, part upon her dress
and more on a tree’s branch ending finally in a tiny fragment of shadow
on the ground, like the bottom step of a frail staircase of air.
“And here you are, at Clarissa’s.”
“What an extraordinary woman she is!” The eyes were turned upon me,
hazel eyes, very clear, the whites luminous with youth.
“She collects people, but not according to any of the usual criteria.
She makes them all fit, somehow, but what it is they fit, what design,
no one knows. I don’t know, that is.”
“I suppose I was collected. Though it might have been the other way
around, since I am sure she interests me more than I do her.”
“There is no way of telling.”
“Anyway, I’m pleased she asked me here.”
We talked of Clarissa with some interest, getting nowhere. Clarissa was
truly enigmatic. She had lived for twenty years on the Hudson. She was
not married but it was thought she had been. She entertained with great
skill. She was in demand in New York and also in Europe where she often
traveled. But no one knew anything of her origin or of the source of
her wealth and, oddly enough, although everyone observed her remarkable
_idée fixe_, no one ever discussed it, as though in tactful obedience
to some obscure sense of form. In the half-dozen years that I had known
her not once had I discussed with anyone her eccentricity. We accepted
in her presence the reality of her mania, and there it ended. Some
were more interested by it than others. I was fascinated, and having
suspended both belief and doubt found her richly knowing in matters
which interested me. Her accounts of various meetings with Labianus in
Antioch were quite brilliant, all told most literally, as though she
had no faculty for invention which perhaps, terrifying thought, she
truly lacked, in which case ... but we chose not to speculate. Iris
spoke of plans.
“I’m going back to California.”
“Tired of New York?”
“No, hardly. But I met someone quite extraordinary out there, someone I
think I should like to see again.” Her candor made it perfectly clear
that her interest was not romantic. “It’s rather in line too with what
we were talking about. I mean your Julian and all that. He’s a kind of
preacher.”
“That doesn’t sound promising.” A goldfish made a popping sound as it
captured a dragonfly on the pond’s surface.
“But he isn’t the usual sort of thing at all. He’s completely different
but I’m not sure just how.”
“An evangelist?” In those days loud men and women were still able to
collect enormous crowds by ranging up and down the country roaring
about that salvation which might be found in the bosom of the Lamb.
“No, his own sort of thing entirely. A little like the Vedanta
teachers, only he’s American, and young.”
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