“Spheres of influence.” How easily the phrase came to his lips! All
the jargon of the journalists of fifty years ago has, I gather, gone
into the language, providing the inarticulate with a number of made-up
phrases calculated to blur even their none too clear meanings. I assume
of course that Butler is as inarticulate as he seems, that he is
typical of the first post-Cavite generation.
“You must give me a clear picture of what has been happening in America
since my retirement.” But I rose to prevent him from giving me, at that
moment at least, any further observations on “spheres of influence.”
I stood for a moment, resting on my cane: I had stood up too quickly
and as usual suffered a spell of dizziness; I was also ravenously
hungry. Butler stamped out a cigarette on the tile.
“Be glad to tell you anything you want to know. That’s my business.”
He laughed shortly. “Well, time for chow. I’ve got some anti-bacteria
tablets they gave us before we came out, supposed to keep the food from
poisoning us.”
“I’m sure you won’t need them here.”
He kept pace with my slow shuffle. “Well, it increases eating pleasure,
too.” Inadvertently, I shuddered as I recognized yet another glib
phrase from the past; it had seemed such a good idea to exploit the
vulgar language of the advertisers. I suffered a brief spasm of guilt.
3
We dined together in the airy salon which was nearly empty at this
season except for a handful of government officials and businessmen
who eyed us without much interest even though Americans are not a
common sight in Egypt. They were of course used to me although, as
a rule, I keep out of sight, taking my meals in my own room and
frequenting those walks along the river bank which avoid altogether the
town of Luxor.
I found, after I had dined, that physically I was somewhat restored,
better able to cope with Butler. In fact, inadvertently, I actually
found myself, in the madness of my great age, enjoying his company, a
sure proof of loneliness if not of senility. He too, after taking pills
calculated to fill him “chock full of vim and vigor” (that is indeed
the phrase he used), relaxed considerably and spoke of his life in the
United States. He had no talent for evoking what he would doubtlessly
call “the large picture” but in a casual, disordered way he was able
to give me a number of details about his own life and work which did
suggest the proportions of the world from which he had so recently come
and which I had, in my folly, helped create.
On religious matters he was unimaginative and doctrinaire, concerned
with the letter of the commands and revelations rather than with the
spirit such as it was, or is. I could not resist the dangerous maneuver
of asking him, at the correct moment of course (we were speaking of the
time of the schisms), what had become of Eugene Luther.
“Who?”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account