With a painful, violent jerk, Freder turned around and walked up to
his machine. Something like deliverance passed across his face as
he considered this shining creation, waiting only for him, of which
there was not a steel link, not a rivet, not a spring which he had not
calculated and created.
The creature was not large, appearing still more fragile by reason
of the huge room and flood of sunlight in which it stood. But the
soft lustre of its metal and the proud swing with which the foremost
body seemed to raise itself to leap, even when not in motion, gave it
something of the fair godliness of a faultlessly beautiful animal,
which is quite fearless, because it knows itself to be invincible.
Freder caressed his creation. He pressed his head gently against the
machine. With ineffable affection he felt its cool, flexible members.
“To-night,” he said, “I shall be with you. I shall be entirely
enwrapped by you, I shall pour out my life into you and shall fathom
whether or not I can bring you to life. I shall, perhaps, feel your
throb and the commencement of movement in your controlled body. I
shall, perhaps, feel the giddiness with which you throw yourself out
into your boundless element, carrying me—me, the man who made—through
the huge sea of midnight. The seven stars will be above us and the sad
beauty of the moon. Mount Everest will remain, a hill, below us. You
shall carry me and I shall know: You carry me as high as I wish....”
He stopped, closing his eyes. The shudder which ran through him was
imparted, a thrill, to the silent machine.
“But perhaps,” he continued, without raising his voice, “perhaps you
notice, you, my beloved creation, that you are no longer my only love.
Nothing on earth is more vengeful than the jealousy of a machine which
believes itself to be neglected. Yes, I know that.... You are imperious
mistresses.... ‘Thou shalt have none other Gods but me....’ Am I right?
A thought apart from you—you feel it at once and become perverse. How
could I keep it hidden from you that all my thoughts are not with you.
I can’t help it, my creation. I was bewitched, machine. I press my
forehead upon you and my forehead longs for the knees of the girl of
whom I do not even know the name....”
He ceased and held his breath. He raised his head and listened.
Hundreds and thousands of times had he heard that same sound in the
city. But hundreds and thousands of times, it seemed to him, he had not
comprehended it.
It was an immeasurably glorious and transporting sound. As deep and
rumbling as, and more powerful than, any sound on earth. The voice
of the ocean when it is angry, the voice of falling torrents, the
voice of very close thunder-storms would be miserably drowned in
this Behemoth-din. Without being shrill it penetrated all walls,
and, as long as it lasted, all things seemed to swing in it. It was
omnipresent, coming from the heights and from the depths, being
beautiful and horrible, being an irresistible command.
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