“Sit down!” he said in his toneless voice, which occasionally held the
morbid dryness of things burnt. He sat down beside him, not taking his
hand from the arm. “You waited for me—in vain and in vain.... I could
not send you a message, forgive me!”
“I have nothing to forgive you, Mr. Freder,” said Josaphat, quietly. “I
did not wait for you.... On the evening on which I was to have waited
for you, I was far, far away from Metropolis and from you....”
Freder’s waiting eyes looked at him.
“I betrayed you, Mr. Freder,” said Josaphat.
Freder smiled, but Josaphat’s eyes extinguished his smile.
“I betrayed you, Mr. Freder,” repeated the man. “Slim came to me....
He offered me much money.... But I only laughed.... I threw it at
his head. But then he laid on the table a slip with your father’s
signature.... You must believe me, Mr. Freder. He would never have
caught me with the money. There is no sum of money for which I would
have sold you.... But when I saw your father’s handwriting.... I still
put up a fight. I would gladly have throttled him. But I had no more
strength.... JOH FREDERSEN was written on the slip.... I had no more
strength then....”
“I can understand that,” said Joh Fredersen’s son.
“Thank you.... I was to go away from Metropolis—right far away.... I
flew.... The pilot was a strange man. We kept flying straight towards
the sun. The sun was setting. Then it occurred to my empty brain that
now the hour would come in which I was to wait for you. And I should
not be there when you came.... I wanted to turn back. I asked the
pilot. He wouldn’t. He wanted to carry me away by force, farther and
farther from Metropolis. He was as obstinate as only a man can be when
he knows Slim’s will to be behind him. I begged and I threatened. But
nothing was of any use. So then, with one of his own tools, I smashed
in his skull.”
Freder’s fingers, which were still resting on Josaphat’s arm, tightened
their hold a little; but they lay still again immediately.
“Then I jumped out, and I was so far away from Metropolis that a young
girl who picked me up in the field did not know the great Metropolis
even by name.... I came here and found no message from you, and all
that I found out was that you were ill....”
He hesitated and was silent, looking at Freder.
“I am not ill,” said Freder, looking straight ahead. He loosened his
fingers from Josaphat’s arm and bent forward, laying the palms of both
hands flat on his head. He spoke into space.... “But do you believe,
Josaphat, that I am mad?”
“No.”
“But I must be,” said Freder, and he shrank together, so narrow that it
seemed as if a little boy, filled with a mighty fear, were sitting in
his place. His voice sounded suddenly quite high and thin and something
in it brought the water to Josaphat’s eyes.
Josaphat stretched out his hand, fumbled, and found Freder’s shoulder.
His hand closed around his neck and drew him gently towards him,
holding him still and fast.
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