Christian socialism -- Fiction; German Americans -- Fiction; Shoemakers -- Fiction
Doctor Richards saw them gravely to the door, then returned to the
parlor, where Alice, with white lips, was restlessly putting chairs in
place, and tidying books and ornaments; and Louis was standing where he
had been left, with flushed face and clinched baby hands.
“If God killed my mamma,” said Louis, as the doctor entered, “then I
hate God!”
“Hush, Louis,” said the doctor. “I must take you home, little boy. After
all, Alice, it don’t do to mix—states of life.”
“It would, if people were human,” she said in a stifled voice.
“Ah!” he said; “but some people are only—millionnaires.”
“Is God a millionnaire?” asked Louis, as they drove away.
“Mrs. Randolph thinks so,” said the doctor; “but there’s no such person,
Louis, it’s all a myth—that is, a fairy-tale.”
“I fink everyfing is a fairy-tale,” said Louis to himself with a sigh of
relief; “and I’m glad about it, too; for it’s nice to be a Christ-child,
but I don’t want to be God and kill people.”
When Dr. Richards returned he found Alice waiting for him in his study.
Freddy, she said, had dropped asleep at once, after the evening’s
fatigue.
“I am glad,” said the doctor; “I feared the excitement might keep him
awake.”
“Yes,” she said, and then, suddenly, all the storm within her broke
forth.
“Fred,” she cried, “help me! Is there a God? and is he so cruel? Would
he punish my child for his mother’s sin?”
“My dear,” he said very gently, “why ask me? you know my opinion on
these matters. And you have no very high esteem for Mrs. Randolph that
her words should have such weight.”
“It is my own conscience!” she cried wildly. “Fred, I will tell you even
though it will give you pain. It has rung in my ears night and day, ‘The
sins of the fathers shall be visited on the children.’”
“Poor little girl,” he said tenderly, stroking her hair. “I hoped at
least, Alice, that your religion made you happier.”
“My religion! mine! Oh! what _is_ my religion! I feel like little Louis,
Fred, that I hate”—
“Hush!” he said, “you will be sorry presently, when this excitement has
passed away. Go to bed, like a good girl, and forget it all.”
“If I only could!” she sighed; “but I won’t pray, Fred; I can’t, to a
God of punishment.”
He did not reply, except by a kiss, but, when the door had closed behind
her, smiled a little bitterly.
“The mystery of pain,” he thought, “she said we should solve it
together, hoping all the while to convert me, as I knew very well. And
her solution is, a God of punishment!”
He turned up his reading-lamp and took up the latest medical treatise,
which, though it recommended very harsh remedies, he did not decline to
believe in.
Dr. Richards was a devotee of physical science, not a philologist, and
it therefore did not occur to him that, etymologically, Punishment is
much the same word as Purification.
CHAPTER XII.
“O YE ICE AND SNOW, BLESS YE THE LORD!”
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