In passing through life, my dear friend, everyone must expect
to receive lessons, both in the school of prosperity and in
that of adversity; and, taken in a general sense, these schools
do not only include riches and poverty, but everything that
may cause the happiness and pleasure of man, and every feeling
that may give him pain. I have been in at the door of both
these schools; nor am I so far on the right hand at present
that I do not get hurt by the thorns on my left. With respect
to myself, I have always perceived (when, after a time, I saw
things more clearly) that those things which at first appeared
as misfortunes or evils ultimately were actually benefits,
and productive of much good in the future progress of things.
Sometimes I compared them to storms and tempests, which cause a
temporary disarrangement to produce permanent good; sometimes
they appeared to me like roads--stony, uneven, hilly, and
uncomfortable, it is true--but the only roads to a good beyond
them; and sometimes I said they were clouds which intervened
between me and the sun of prosperity, but which I found were
refreshing, reserving to me that tone and vigour of mind which
prosperity alone would enervate and ultimately destroy....
[Sidenote: HINTS OF DISCOMFORT.]
You talk of travelling, and I own the word is seducing, but
travelling does not secure you from uneasy circumstances. I
by no means intend to deter you from it; for though I should
like to find you at home when I come home, and though I know
how much the loss would be felt by our friends, yet I am aware
that the fund of knowledge and of entertainment opened would
be almost infinite. But I shall set down a few of my own
thoughts and feelings, &c., in the same circumstances. In the
first place, then, my dear B., I fancy that when I set my foot
in England I shall never take it out again; for I find the
prospect so different from what it at first appeared to be,
that I am certain, if I could have foreseen the things that
have passed, I should never have left London. In the second
place, enticing as travelling is--and I appreciate fully its
advantages and pleasures--I have several times been more
than half decided to return hastily home; but second thoughts
have still induced me to try what the future may produce, and
now I am only retained by the wish of improvement. I have
learned just enough to perceive my ignorance, and, ashamed of
my defects in everything, I wish to seize the opportunity of
remedying them. The little knowledge I have gained in languages
makes me wish to know more of them, and the little I have
seen of men and manners is just enough to make me desirous of
seeing more; added to which, the glorious opportunity I enjoy
of improving in the knowledge of chemistry and the sciences
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