Tyrrel leaned back in agony as he spoke, and looked utterly crushed. It
was an awful memory. Le Neve hardly knew what to say, the man's remorse
was so poignant. After all those years the boy's thoughtless act seemed
to weigh like a millstone round the grown man's neck. Eustace held his
peace, and felt for him. By and by Tyrrel went on again, rocking
himself to and fro on his rough seat as he spoke. "For fifteen years,"
he said, piteously, "I've borne this burden in my heart, and never told
anybody. I tell it now first of all men to you. You're the only soul on
earth who shares my secret."
"Then your uncle didn't suspect it?" Eustace asked, all breathless.
Walter Tyrrel shook his head. "On the contrary," he answered, "he said
to me next day, 'How glad I am Walter, my boy, I called you away from
the cliff that moment! It was quite providential. For if you'd loosened
a stone, and then this thing had happened, we'd both of us have
believed it was YOU that did it?' I was too frightened and appalled to
tell him it WAS I. I thought they'd hang me. But from that day to
this--Eustace, Eustace, believe me--I've never ceased to think of it!
I've never forgiven myself!"
"Yet it was an accident after all," Le Neve said, trying to comfort him.
"No, no; not quite. I should have been warned in time. I should have
obeyed my uncle. But what would you have? It's the luck of the Tyrrels."
He spoke plaintively. Le Neve pulled a piece of grass and began biting
it to hide his confusion. How near he might have come to doing the same
thing himself. He thanked his stars it wasn't he. He thanked his stars
he hadn't let that stone drop from the cliff that morning.
Tyrrel was the first to break the solemn silence. "You can understand
now," he said, with an impatient gesture, "why I hate Penmorgan. I've
hated it ever since. I shall always hate it. It seems like a mute
reminder of that awful day. In my uncle's time I never came near it.
But as soon as it was my own I felt I must live upon it; and now, this
terror of meeting Trevennack some day has made life one long burden to
me. Sooner or later I felt sure I should run against him. They told me
how he came down here from time to time to see where his son died, and
I knew I should meet him. Now you can understand, too, why I hate the
top of the cliffs so much, and WILL walk at the bottom. I had two good
reasons for that. One I've told you already; the other was the fear of
coming across Trevennack."
Le Neve turned to him compassionately. "My dear fellow," he said, "you
take it too much to heart. It was so long ago, and you were only a
child. The... the accident might happen to any boy any day."
"Yes, yes," Tyrrel answered, passionately. "I know all that. I try, so,
to console myself. But then I've wrecked that unhappy man's life for
him."
"He has his daughter still," Le Neve put in, vaguely. It was all he
could think of to say by way of consolation; and to him, Cleer
Trevennack would have made up for anything.
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