Michel and Angele [A Ladder of Swords] — Volume 3Parker, Gilbert
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Michel and Angele [A Ladder of Swords] — Volume 3
Parker, Gilbert
Great Britain -- History -- Elizabeth, 1558-1603 -- Fiction; Huguenots -- Fiction; Jersey (Channel Islands) -- Fiction
He paused with a sudden impulse continued: "No! no! And if there be a
saving grace in marriage, marriage it shall be, if you will but hear me.
You shall be my wife--Leicester's wife. As I have mounted to power so I
will hold power with you--with you, the brightest spirit that ever
England saw. Worthy of a kingdom with you beside me, I shall win to
greater, happier days; and at Kenilworth, where kings and queens have
lodged, you shall be ruler. We will leave this Court until Elizabeth,
betrayed by those who know not how to serve her, shall send for me again.
Here--the power behind the throne--you and I will sway this realm through
the aging, sentimental Queen. Listen, and look at me in the eyes--
I speak the truth, you read my heart. You think I hated you and hated De
la Foret. By all the gods, it's true I hated him, because I saw that he
would come between me and the Queen. A man must have one great passion.
Life itself must be a passion. Power was my passion--power, not the
Queen. You have broken all that down. I yield it all to you--for your
sake and my own. I would steal from life yet before my sun goes to its
setting a few years of truth and honesty and clear design. At heart I am
a patriot--a loyal Englishman. Your cause--the cause of Protestantism--
did I not fight for it at Rochelle? Have I not ever urged the Queen to
spend her revenue for your cause, to send her captains and her men to
fight for it?"
She raised her head in interest, and her lips murmured: "Yes, yes, I know
you did that."
He saw his advantage and pursued it. "See, I will be honest with you--
honest, at last, as I have wished in vain to be, for honesty was
misunderstood. It is not so with you--you understand. Dear, light of
womanhood, I speak the truth now. I have been evil in my day I admit it
--evil because I was in the midst of evil. I betrayed because I was
betrayed; I slew, else I should have been slain. We have had dark days
in England, privy conspiracy and rebellion; and I have had to thread my
way through dreadful courses by a thousand blind paths. Would it be no
joy to you if I, through your influence, recast my life--remade my
policy, renewed my youth--pursuing principle where I have pursued
opportunity? Angele, come to Kenilworth with me. Leave De la Foret to
his fate. The way to happiness is with me. Will you come?"
He had made his great effort. As he spoke he almost himself believed
that he told the truth. Under the spell of his own emotional power it
seemed as though he meant to marry her, as though he could find happiness
in the union. He had almost persuaded himself to be what he would have
her to believe he might be.
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