Adopted children -- Fiction; American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels
“Tell me true,—true as you live and breathe,—ain’t I your sister Milly,
and if I ain’t, who am I? Ain’t I anybody? Did I rain down as Maria
Stevens said I did?”
A troubled, perplexed expression flitted over the pale face of the boy,
and awkwardly smoothing the brown head resting on his patched
pantaloons, he answered:
“Who told you that story, Milly; I hoped it would be long before you
heard it!”
“Then ’tis true,—’tis true; and that’s why grandma scolds me so, and
gives me such stinchin’ pieces of cake, and not half as much bread and
milk as I can eat. Oh, dear, oh, dear,—ain’t there anybody anywhere that
owns me? Ain’t I anybody’s little girl?” and the poor child sobbed
passionately.
It had come to her that day, for the first time, that she was not
Mildred Hawkins, as she had supposed herself to be, and coupled with the
tale was a taunt concerning her uncertain parentage. But Mildred was too
young to understand the hint; she only comprehended that she was
nobody,—that the baby Bessy she had seen so often in her dreams was not
her sister,—that the gentle, loving woman, who had died of consumption
two years before, was nothing but her nurse,—and worse than all the
rest, the meek, patient, self-denying Oliver, or Clubs, was not her
brother. It was a cruel thing to tell her this, and Maria Stevens would
never have done it, save in a burst of passion. But the deed was done,
and like a leaden weight Mildred’s heart had lain in her bosom that
dreary afternoon, which, it seemed to her, would never end. Anxiously
she watched the sunshine creeping along the floor, and when it reached
the four o’clock mark, and her class, which was the last, was called
upon to spell, she drew a long sigh of relief, and taking her place,
mechanically toed the mark, a ceremony then never omitted in a New
England school.
But alas for Mildred; her evil genius was in the ascendant, for the
first word which came to her was missed, as was the next, and the next,
until she was ordered back to her seat, there to remain until her lesson
was learned. Wearily she laid her throbbing head upon the desk, while
the tears dropped fast upon the lettered page.
“Grandma will scold so hard and make me sit up so late to-night,” she
thought, and then she wondered if Clubs would go home without her, and
thus prevent her from asking him what she so much wished to know.
But Clubs never willingly deserted the little maiden, and when at last
her lesson was learned and she at liberty to go, she found him by the
road-side piling up sand with his twisted feet, and humming a mournful
tune, which he always sung when Mildred was in disgrace.
“It was kind in you to wait,” she said, taking his offered hand. “You
are real good to me;” then, as she remembered that she was nothing to
him, her lip began to quiver, and the great tears rolled down her cheeks
a second time.
“Don’t, Milly,” said the boy soothingly. “I’ll help you if she scolds
too hard.”
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