"Mayn't I stay a little longer," pleaded the girl, "I want one of our
nice confidential talks. O mother, I am so disgusted with myself! I was
very angry with Cyril and Don to-day when I found they'd broken that
vase I valued so because you gave it to me as a birthday present; and it
was so pretty too--and torn up that sweet letter dear Miss Grey wrote me
just before she died."
"Indeed! I didn't know they had done such damage and I am very sorry for
your loss, dear!"
"Yes, mother, I knew you would be; my loss of temper, though, was worse
than all. I do wish I knew how you contrive always to be so patient."
"I'm afraid it's very often all on the outside," the mother answered
with a slight smile. "But I find it a great help in bearing patiently
with the little every day worries, to think of them as sent, or
permitted, by my best Friend--One who never makes a mistake--for my
growth in grace; for you know we grow strong by resistance."
"Well, mother, I am constantly resolving that I will not give way to my
temper, and yet I keep on doing so; and I grow so discouraged and so
disgusted with myself. What shall I do?"
"My child, watch and pray. Our sufficiency is of God. He is our
strength. And do not look at yourself; try to forget self altogether in
'looking unto Jesus;' get your mind and heart full of his lovely image,
so full that there will be no room in it for aught else; and thus shall
you grow into His likeness."
Mildred's eyes shone as she looked up into her mother's earnest face.
"I am sure that must be the way," she said, low and feelingly, "and I
will try it; for I do long to be like Him, mother; for He is indeed to
me, 'the chiefest among ten thousand and the one altogether lovely!'"
"Oh, how good He is to me!" ejaculated the mother, glad tears shining in
her eyes: "that you might learn thus to know and love Him has been the
burden of my prayer for you--for each of my dear children--since they
first saw the light."
They worked on in silence for some minutes, then Mildred seeing a smile
playing about her mother's lips, asked what was the thought that
provoked it.
"A reminiscence of some of your infantile pranks," her mother answered
laughing. "You should be forbearing with your little brother and sisters
for you were fully as mischievous as they are.
"Before you could walk I caught you one day seated in the middle of the
table set for tea, your hand in the sugar bowl, your mouth full and your
face well besmeared.
"You were a great climber and it was difficult to keep anything out of
your way; and as soon as Rupert could creep he followed you into danger
and mischief; pulling things about, breaking, tearing, cutting, climbing
fences and trees, and even getting out of windows on to roofs.
"Besides, you had a perfect mania for tasting everything that could
possibly be eaten or drunk--soap, candles, camphor, lye, medicines
whatever you could lay your hands on--till I was in constant fear for
your lives."
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