Milly: At Love's Extremes; A Romance of the SouthlandThompson, Maurice
Philosophy
Milly: At Love's Extremes; A Romance of the Southland
Thompson, Maurice
Southern States -- Fiction
Strangely enough his mental struggle ended in confirming instead of
rejecting the thought of returning to Birmingham at once and closing
out his interests there. After all, why should he hesitate? What
possible objection existed? How could he be affected? He brushed it
all aside as sheer sentimentality unworthy of consideration. He
could not assume to be responsible for every body who had chanced to
come within the radius of his life. What is a man here for, save to
forge his own way to happiness?
And so he rushed from one extreme to the other, wholly unable to see
the fine straight line of right, wholly unwilling bravely to assume
the responsibility of lifting the burden his own hands had packed and
bound. Not see the right! Yes, he saw it at last, clearly enough he
thought. Reparation, reparation. He would right all the wrongs he
had done. He would do good all the rest of his life. Kindliness,
charity, blessings. He would leave a trail of good deeds behind him
wherever he should go. The poor should remember him and the
afflicted should feel the touch of his tenderness. With Agnes beside
him, with her pure soul to influence and encourage him, to what a
height of unselfishness he might rise. He smiled and felt reassured.
All was well.
CHAPTER XVIII.
REALITIES.
There is no phase of life so steadfast and at the same time so
tricksy and variable as what is called being in love: the current is
all one way and yet its force appears to act in every direction.
Love sets for itself impossible tasks with a perfect confidence,
attempts any height, and, alas, too often is willing to delve in the
mire and dregs of things with the hope of finding one glittering
grain of its desire. No doubt supreme passion and supreme happiness
lie far apart. Form, color, sound, perfume and whatever appeals
through them, may constitute, we know not to what extent, the values
of passion. Happiness is not so clothed that its substance is
covered or its footing invisible. It appeals to the conscience more
than to the senses. One may say: I am happy, and go delightedly
through the giddy rounds of the little whirlwinds of pleasurable
emotion, but he is all the time conscious of the vacuum and lack of
equilibrium that have caused the unusual excitement. He is vaguely
or otherwise mindful of the fact that he is indulging a delusion.
His conscience argues that steadfastness, poise, evenness and
certainty are the foundation stones of happiness. Too often these
foundation stones seem to lie far away, so that, like the old poet,
one cries out: "Oh, had I the wings of a dove!" Reynolds and Agnes
had fixed their eyes on this distant place where, amid new scenes and
strange people, the temple of their love might become the
dwelling-place of immeasurable happiness. And why should they not
realize this dream? They were young, strong and loving. He had
wealth sufficient for a life of reasonable luxury, and was not their
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