I thanked him as well as I could--awkwardly enough, I daresay--for his
kindness, and ran away to ask Miss Bagshot's consent to the visit. This
she gave readily, in spite of some objections suggested by Miss Susan,
and I had nothing more to do than to pack my few dresses--my two
coloured muslins, a white dress for festive occasions, a black-silk
dress which was preëminently my 'best,' and some print
morning-dresses--wondering as I packed them how these things would pass
current among the grandeurs of Thornleigh. All this was finished well
within the hour, and I put on my bonnet and shawl, and ran
down--flushed with hurry and excitement, and very happy--to join my
friends in the drawing-room.
Miss Bagshot was there, talking of her attachment to her sweet young
friend, and her regret at losing her. Mr. Darrell cut these
lamentations short when he found I was ready, and we drove off to the
station in the fly that had brought him to Albury Lodge.
I looked at the little station to-day with a very different feeling
from that dull despondency which had possessed me six months before,
when I arrived there in the bleak January weather. The thought of five
weeks' respite from the monotonous routine of Albury Lodge was almost
perfect happiness. I did not forget those I loved at home, or cease to
regret the poverty that prevented my going home for the holidays; but
since this was impossible, nothing could have been pleasanter than the
idea of the visit I was going to pay.
Throughout the journey Mr. Darrell was all that was gracious and kind.
He talked a good deal of his wife; dwelling much upon her
accomplishments and amiability, and assuring his daughter again and
again that she could not fail to love her.
'I was a little bit of a coward in the business, I confess, Milly,' he
said, in the midst of this talk, 'and hadn't courage to tell you
anything till the deed was done; and then I thought it was as well to
let Julian make the announcement.'
'You ought to have trusted me better, papa,' Milly said tenderly; and I
knew what perfect self-abnegation there was in the happy smile with
which she gave him her hand.
'And you are not angry with me, my darling?' he asked.
'Angry with you, papa? as if I had any right to be angry with you! Only
try to love me a little, as you used to do, and I shall be quite happy.'
'I shall never love you less, my dear.'
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