She had all that remains of youth in the beginning of her maturity,
which endeared her the more to him, and an acquiescence in this new
relation, in this frank friendship, which yet again endeared her to
him. Yes ... he was sure ... affection was a stronger motive with her
than the mere desire to retain a power in great affairs, though this
she also loved.
That fresh, that musical, that companionable voice soothed him,
supported him, and nourished him; he was steeped in home.
So those two sat together before that fire, using little names they
had used for so many years; he receiving what he had never known
with any other--I mean the maternity and the sisterhood of women,
so strongly reinforced by recently remembered, recently practised
love. She alone could ask him, without his first speaking, whether
he would not remain. (In the kitchens towards the _Ménage_ what
courses had she not prepared!) But the Furies were upon him again,
the cold Furies of the body and of the soul, the Furies of exhausted
passions, which led to no end, the Furies of the flesh. He could not
rest; he rose again. They had been together twenty minutes. It was
enough for him, and he could not think of her save as in relation to
himself. Yet was this man not selfish, only cursed; but this curse
could not now be lifted. He might once have conjured it away, not so
long ago--it was now too late.
The gentlemen in the vestibule drew themselves up as they heard his
step, not stiffly, but with just that rectitude which marked the
obeisance of great names to their master, and he and she went out,
talking almost gaily, to the doors of the coach. He gave her an
appointment, not for the morrow, for he had public business that he
hated, but for the morrow after, and at Versailles. He needed her
advice with the envoys, and she must meet these foreigners. Whereat
they smiled at each other. Then went he into his coach, and his
gentlemen with him. They drove up to the great iron gates before this
little palace; they turned to the right along the road to Versailles.
She went about her business in the house; she could not help but
listen with a part of her mind, strangely detached though it were, to
the last clatter of the horses beyond the wall; and neither he nor
she understood that the monarchy had been wasted, lost, thrown away.
THE THREE PLACES: FONTAINEBLEAU, MADRID, SARATOGA
(_October 16, 1777_)
The 16th of October is a date of some import in French annals. On
that day Marie Antoinette was killed before her Tuileries gardens.
On that day was Wattignies won: “The chief feat of arms of the
Republic.” On that day also--years before--were done, in three widely
distance places, four very different acts; if we see these acts,
first each separate, then all combined, they show us the magnitude
and the irony of our lives. Sharply do these four acts in these three
places illuminate the story of France and of the world.
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