temperament and from my training my passions were not lightly kindled.
"I should have told you that some faint-hearted efforts had been made
by my mother to ascertain the mystery of Esmeralda's parentage.
Advertisements had been inserted in the papers and the police had been
communicated with shortly after Esmeralda was received into our
household--more from a sense of duty on my mother's part than from any
desire she felt to part with the child. But these efforts, if efforts
they could be called, bore no fruit. But I have reason to believe that
when Esmeralda was in her early teens she received secret communications
that revealed to her the mystery of her birth, and that she had
established secret relations with the author of her being, who, I
strongly suspect, preyed upon the slender allowance of pin-money my
mother gave to Esmeralda.
"But I must be brief. You will have guessed already that Esmeralda and
I, thus brought together again when both were in the full flush of
youth, and when nature clamours for love and love's fulfilling, loved,
and loved none the less ardently that we must conceal our passion.
Though my mother for me ever a tender and thoughtful parent, her
indulgence I knew to have its limits. She was proud of her kith and
kin--the middle classes have their family pride, Abel, not less than
and perhaps with as good a reason as the upper. Moreover she had long
laid her plans for my alliance. I was to mate with the daughter of an
old friend of my father's, a manufacturer like himself, a girl fair
enough to look upon and well dowered to boot, and whom 'tis like enough
I should have learned to love had not my heart been engrossed by
Esmeralda's image. I knew that to thwart my mother in her long-cherished
design would be to court my ruin, for gentle though she was she could
ill bear crossing.
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