I could scarce wait till our Sunday "drinking"--they call it tea
nowadays--before I was off to keep my tryst with Miriam, making what I
felt to be the lamest of excuses for shirking the evening service.
Sundown, Miriam had set, and that I took to be about the time my father
would have inverted the hour-glass on the edge of his pulpit and begun
one of those long discourses of his that nothing short of an earthquake
could have curtailed. So over the moors I sped on the wings of love,
only, of course, to reach the plantation long before there were signs of
Miriam, and to pass the interval in an agony of longing and
apprehension. Sober-minded folk, with as much blood in their bodies as
there is in a fish's tail, may marvel at the fever that now contained
me and point sagaciously to the fact that I knew little or nothing of
the maiden.
But love, I take it, is like the wind that bloweth where it listeth, and
one cannot tell whence it cometh. Time will not breed it, nor does it
come of the will, nor yet of judgment and calculation. A man cannot love
where he will, nor where he should, nor can he deny love entry when it
clamours at the door of his heart. 'Tis like the importunate widow; it
will not be said nay. And to my thinking love is born full grown, hot,
and lusty. It isn't a seedling that that has to be watered and sun-shone
into life, nor yet a puny weakling that has to be coddled into strength
and vigour. It is born a giant, and every man it sways is a hero for the
nonce. Nor, I doubt, can love be cast out by prayer and fasting.
But it was not of philosophising I dreamed as I paced on and about that
plantation, glancing at my watch and that laggard sun a thousand times,
and raking the horizon with anxious eye. I vow I knew by the thumping of
my heart that she was near ere sight or sound revealed her approach, and
at weary length she came, not from the direction of Burnplatts, but as
though she had made a wide detour, as indeed I learned she had, fetching
a compass of many a mile's length, and heeding the distance not one jot,
for in those days, when coach fares were high, people had legs and knew
how to use them, too, and thought little of covering on foot forty or
fifty miles of rough country between sunrise and sundown of a summer's
day.
Now all the way from Pole Moor I had been inventing speeches in my head
to outpour to Miriam. I had framed compliments after the manner of the
gallants of whom I had read in books. I had even ransacked my memory for
poetry, but could think of nothing but that silly jingle--
"Carnation's red,
The violet's blue,
The rose is sweet,
And so are you;"
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