Lady Lisgard did not answer in words, but shedding by the wealth of
golden brown hair that had fallen over her daughter's forehead, she
kissed that pure brow tenderly. Upon her own cheeks, a crimson flush,
called thither by the young girl's words, was lingering yet. Reader,
happy are you if you have never known a loving voice say: “What are
you thinking of, dearest?” expecting to receive the answer: “Of
you,” when you have no such reply to give--when your mind has been
wandering far from that trustful being, and perhaps even whither it
should not have wandered. Such a flush may then have visited your
cheeks, as now touched those of Lady Lisgard, although it is certain
that memory never played _her_ so false as to remind her of aught
whereof she need have been ashamed. The fact was, she had not been
thinking of Sir Robert at all, albeit it was upon that very day, five
years back, that she had received from his failing hand its last loving
pressure, and in that very room. Human nature cannot be trained like
those wondrous mechanical inventions of the monks, that indicated the
fasts and festivals of the church so accurately--to suffer or rejoice at
particular times and seasons; we are often sad when the jest is upon
our lips, and bear a light heart beneath the sackcloth. Lady Lisgard's
thoughts had, Heaven knew, been far from merry ones; but because she
had not been mourning with chronological propriety, her woman's heart
unjustly smote her with a sense of want of fealty to the memory of him
for whom she still wore--and intended to wear to her dying day--the
visible tokens of regret.
It is the fashion to jeer at widows; but, to a reverent mind, there are
few things more touching than that frequent sight in honest England--a
widowed mother, whose only joy seems to be in what remains to her of her
dead lover, husband, counsellor--his children; and the only grief that
has power to wring whose heart, past sense of common pain through the
dread anguish that it has once undergone, arises from their misfortunes
and misdoings. Ah, selfish boy, beware how you still further burden that
sorrow-laden soul!--ah, thoughtless girl, exchange not that faithful
breast too hastily for one that may spurn your head in the hour of need!
My Lady--for that was what we always called her about Mirk--was neither
more nor less fortunate with her children than most mothers. They all
three loved her; but they did not all love one another. Between Sir
Richard and Walter was only a year of time, but upon it had arisen a
thousand quarrels. The former thought that the privilege of an elder
brother was a divine right, extending over every circumstance of
fraternal life; the latter conceived it to be an immoral institution,
borrowed in an evil hour from the Jews, and one to be strictly
kept within its peculiar limits--themselves more than sufficiently
comprehensive--the inheritance of the family title, and the succession
to the landed estates.
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