Miss Ayr of Virginia, & other stories — John Shaqi
Miss Ayr of Virginia, & other storiesMagruder, Julia
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Miss Ayr of Virginia, & other stories
Magruder, Julia
Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“I worship you,” she said, looking up at him, through two big tears.
“So you’re just as big a goose as ever!” he said, almost in a whisper,
still holding her so and looking down at her. “I suppose I ought to be
sorry, but do you think I am? Well, I’m not. I’m glad!” Impossible to
describe the winning charm of this man’s manner, or the tender beauty
of his face as he said this. “But stand off and let me look at you,”
he went on, loosing her face to take her two hands and hold her at
arm’s length by them. “Who said you were losing your beauty? It’s not
so. You’re absolutely bewitching. I doubt--now I’m going to tell you
something that will make you happy for a year--I seriously doubt, upon
my word of honor, whether any one else in the world is so pretty.”
She smiled until her cheeks dimpled, but the next moment the tears had
sprung to her eyes.
“What does it matter,” she said, “if you don’t care?”
“Don’t I, though? I can tell you I do care tremendously. Do you
suppose, after all that’s been between you and me, that I shall lose
interest in you and never care what happens to you in the future?”
“But if we never see each other----”
“Yes, I know,” he said hurriedly. “That’s pretty hard, poor baby! But
don’t think, in spite of all that’s happened, don’t think I’m not
sorry for you. Sometimes, when I think about how unhappy and lonely
you are, it drives me wild. I have to go to the theatre, or play polo,
or do something to make me forget it. There’s one thought that always
consoles me, however, and that is that you’ll be well rid of such a
scamp as I am. I’ve been a brute to you, Mimi, and one thing that
brought me here was to ask you to forgive me.”
“There’s nothing to forgive, Bertie; I’ve never had one hard feeling
toward you,” she answered in a low and resolutely steadied voice.
“That’s because you’re an angel on earth, not because I haven’t treated
you abominably. I know it and confess it freely, but I hate to think
about it.”
“Then don’t think about it, our last evening together.”
The words almost choked her, and he saw her throat swell; he saw, too,
that she was making a tremendous effort not to cry. They had sat down
in two chairs in front of the fire, and were looking away from each
other. After a short silence the man turned toward her, compelling her,
by his persistent gaze, to turn her eyes to his. Then he said:
“It isn’t natural for us to sit together like this. You used to--” He
smiled and laid his hand on his knee. She came at once and took the
seat, and when she had done so, he lifted one of her arms and laid it
around his neck. Then he laughed--a low laugh of appreciative amusement.
“I’m sure I don’t know whether this is proper or not,” he said, “and I
suppose you can’t inform me. By Jove, this _is_ a situation! Come, Mim,
I always said you had no sense of humor, but you can’t help seeing the
fun of this!”
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