Miss Ayr of Virginia, & other storiesMagruder, Julia
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Miss Ayr of Virginia, & other stories
Magruder, Julia
Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
In the days that followed, Hertford became more completely absorbed in
watching this young girl, and wondering and imagining about her, than
he had ever been in anything in his life. He never saw her except at a
distance, and even then he guarded his looks carefully. The two ladies
seemed to have no acquaintances on board, and if they had had, it would
have done him no good, for he knew no one to introduce him. Besides, he
was not sure he wanted to be introduced. There was more room for the
indulgence of dreams as things were now.
And he did indulge himself in dreams, without restriction. The more
he saw of the beautiful young creature, the more adorable she seemed
to him. He never met her suddenly, or even caught sight of her red
cloak at a distance, that he did not feel a sudden stilling of his
heartbeats, followed by thick throbbings that made his next few
breaths difficult. Sometimes he would meet her taking exercise on
the deck with her aunt, and sometimes she was on the arm of a French
maid. Hertford noticed that when the latter was her companion she had
generally a gayer and freer air, and he could see that there were the
kindest feelings of sympathy and good-will between the two, in spite
of their different spheres of life. The woman did not look as if she
could have answered to the name of “Minion,” in this companionship!
When, however, the young girl was with her aunt, Hertford often saw
a look of constraint, and even sadness, on her face. This set him to
conjecturing, and gave him a fear that she might be dependent upon
this rich and exacting relative, and perhaps a victim to her tyrannies
and caprices. The mere suggestion of it stirred in his heart depths of
tenderness whose very existence was a surprise to him.
One afternoon, during the last days of the voyage, Hertford had been
sitting a long time silently thinking. His thoughts were always on one
subject now--the girl who, at this moment, sat in one of the long row
of chairs, made fast against the rolling of the vessel. There were,
perhaps, half a dozen people between them, but, although he had not
looked toward her since he sat down, he had no consciousness of any
human existence about him but hers. He felt, moreover, in his inmost
soul, that she had a consciousness of him. He was sure that an electric
current of sympathy communicated from his heart to hers. There was
nothing whatever external to encourage him in his belief--not a look
nor a sign, but it was a thing stronger than either. And whenever he
did meet her eyes, which was rarely, what was it that gave him that
inevitable little shock, if it were not a meeting of such currents?
Of course, his might be the positive and hers the negative, but he
absolutely believed she felt it, too.
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