Miss Ayr of Virginia, & other storiesMagruder, Julia
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Miss Ayr of Virginia, & other stories
Magruder, Julia
Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
It took him many a day to realize the inevitableness of his present
environment, and when at last he looked it in the face, it bewildered
him. He was married to a woman as severely practical in her ideas,
and systematic in her life, as he was visionary and erratic. She was
stronger than he, both in nature and character, and the habit of
yielding to her had now become the absolute rule of his life. Very
shortly after their marriage she had found his music an inconvenience,
and although she had made no outward objection to the arrival of the
grand piano, she had, when it suited her, accomplished its removal
to the old outhouse, where no one could be disturbed by it. It was
not so much the noise she minded, as the sight of useless hours and
misdirected energies. On coming into her property she had shown herself
a capable business woman, and she managed the large farming operations
in connection with it with ability and success. It had never seemed to
occur to her to commit these matters to her husband, and he felt it
a deep relief that he was spared an effort which he knew would have
ended in failure. Early in their married life he had suspected that his
wife felt her marriage to have been a foolish one, and as time went on
the certainty of this conviction settled upon him. But then came the
children, and in them, without doubt, she was more than compensated for
her disappointment in her husband.
She was a woman of great shrewdness, and her decision that her husband
had no capacity in him but music, once made, she ceased to expect
anything but music from him. For herself, she had no respect for music
as an art, and no perception of it as an enjoyment, and she did not
scruple to say so. One day her husband heard her say to a friend, that
she prayed every morning and evening of her life that she might never
have a musical child. He never forgot that moment. It was not said to
him, but she evidently had no objection to his hearing it. It was only
an incidental remark, and the two women went on with the discussion of
household affairs, from which it had been an off-shoot. As for Eastin,
his heart-strings tightened, his breath came quick, his throat hurt
him, and his eyeballs grew hot with the repression of tears. A sick
terror seemed to take possession of him, and when he turned and walked
to the window, his eyes seemed to look out on absolute despair.
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