Miss Ayr of Virginia, & other storiesMagruder, Julia
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Miss Ayr of Virginia, & other stories
Magruder, Julia
Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
When his fifth child was born--a girl--he felt for the first time an
apathetic hopelessness about it. Since he had known of his wife’s daily
prayer, his own seemed very useless.
His wife felt more satisfaction than regret in the fact that Eastin
scarcely looked at this baby, and never voluntarily held nor, indeed,
touched it. He had given evidence of no feeling against the little
creature, and had shown himself, as ever, gentle and tender of the
mother’s weakness and pain, but there was a difference between his
bearing toward this child and the others. The mother wondered a little
why this was, but was far from suspecting the truth.
He showed the same indifference when the time came to choose a name
for the baby. Heretofore, he had interested himself especially on this
point. His wife had allowed him to call one of the girls “Adelina,”
rather liking the name, but had rebelled at “Wolfgang” and “Sebastian”
for the boys. In this instance, being left quite free, she called the
child “Rose-Jewel,” the latter part being a family name of her own.
When the name was told to the father he gave it a listless approval.
Eastin had aged within the past year. The period marked by his wife’s
avowal to her friend had been the beginning of a change in him. His
figure became bent and thin, his hair whitened, and he became more than
ever indifferent about his dress. A dullness settled on him, also,
that made him a sombre figure in that active household. Sometimes a
consciousness of this oppressed him, and at times he would wish with a
long sigh that life was over for him.
When Rose-Jewel was about a year old he happened one day to be in the
room with her when she was taking her mid-day nap. The mother and other
four children were out in the village. Walking across the room, he
had had no consciousness of the baby’s presence until a pretty little
chuckling sound caused him to look toward the crib. There he saw behind
the wooden railings a face that was exquisitely sweet and merry,
with cheeks rosy from sleep, and towzled golden hair, and a pair of
beautiful great eyes that looked at him with love.
He stopped short, and his heart gave an excited leap. The child, of
course, was familiar with the sight of him and was absolutely unafraid.
He went a step nearer and bent forward over the crib. As he did so the
baby smiled. It must be a hard heart that refuses to return the smile
of a child, and Eastin’s heart was soft as wax to any sign of love.
The baby smiled again, and this time the smile was accompanied by a
repetition of the little gurgling laugh. Eastin’s face grew red, then
pale, and he fell upon his knees beside the crib. A mighty impulse
stirred his heart. It gave a great bound, as if it freed itself from
cords that had held it in and from weights that had dragged it down.
Words that leaped upward as if from its secret depths came in rapid
whispers from his lips.
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