Miss Ayr of Virginia, & other storiesMagruder, Julia
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Miss Ayr of Virginia, & other stories
Magruder, Julia
Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“Almighty God,” he said, “great Lord of all the earth, whose power
is supreme, whose goodness to men is boundless, who gives to the
ungrateful and unworthy as well as to the faithful and good! O great,
and powerful, and merciful, and kind, and pitying God, give me in
this child the desire of my heart! Give her the power to be what I
have never been--the power to feed the hungry souls of men and women
with the heavenly bread of music--the power to brighten their dark
souls with its light--to ease their aching hearts with its divine
consolations--to drown their restlessness in its peace! My God, my
God,” he pleaded, shaking back the straggling locks of hair, as he
had been used to do when he became excited in playing, and shutting
fast his eyes, while his hands were clasped on the railing of the crib
with a hard pressure that strained the muscles into knobs, “the power
is Thine--Thou canst! Thou canst! I do believe--in spite of all my
faithlessness--I do believe! I know that Thou hearest! I know this
prayer of the poorest and most unworthy of Thy creatures goes straight
to Thy infinite heart! O God, Thou hadst a Son! Thou art the Father of
the Lord Jesus! In His name I ask! In the name of Him who said that
those who came to Thee should in no wise be cast out!”
All the time that he was uttering these impassioned words the baby was
looking at him in serene contemplation. Her little feet were bare, and
she kicked them about and caught them in her hands, and wriggled her
plump body from side to side, while she watched the strange motions of
his head and eyes and lips as if it were an amusement got up for her
benefit. As the last words were uttered, she laughed again--a little
laugh that ended in a high, clear note that sent a thrill of ecstacy
throughout the man’s whole being. He trembled visibly and his face
grew pale with the thick beating of his heart. For a moment he was
absolutely still. Then, for one instant, he raised his eyes, which
were filled with tears, and his lips moved meekly. Then he looked
down again at the child, bent his head over the crib, and began to
whistle a low, sweet, stirring air. The little creature stopped at
once her movements of hands and feet, and fixed her large eyes on him
attentively. He whistled more gaily and quickly, and her face lighted
up and answered with a look of excitement, which he saw with a bounding
heart. Then he fell into a low, sad minor, slow and tremulous, and in a
single moment her face responded. The smiles all vanished, and, as he
went on, her eyes began to fill and she puckered up her little mouth to
cry.
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