Miss Billy — MarriedPorter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
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Miss Billy — Married
Porter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
Domestic fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
“Alice, I don't need to tell you, after what I said the other night,
that I loved Billy Neilson. That was bad enough, for I found she was
pledged to another man. But to-day I discovered something worse: I
discovered that I loved Billy _Henshaw_--another man's wife. And--I ran.
But I've come back. I'm going to face the thing. Oh, I'm not deceiving
myself! This love of mine is no dead tiger skin. It's a beast, alive and
alert--God pity me!--to destroy my very soul. But I'm going to fight it;
and--I want you to help me.”
The girl gave a half-smothered cry. The man turned, but he could not
see her face distinctly. Twilight had come, and the room was full of
shadows. He hesitated, then went on, a little more quietly.
“That's why I've told you all this--so you would help me. And you will,
won't you?”
There was no answer. Once again he tried to see her face, but it was
turned now quite away from him.
“You've been a big help already, little girl. Your friendship, your
comradeship--they've been everything to me. You're not going to make me
do without them--now?”
“No--oh, no!” The answer was low and a little breathless; but he heard
it.
“Thank you. I knew you wouldn't.” He paused, then rose to his feet. When
he spoke again his voice carried a note of whimsical lightness that was
a little forced. “But I must go--else you _will_ take them from me,
and with good reason. And please don't let your kind heart grieve too
much--over me. I'm no deep-dyed villain in a melodrama, nor wicked lover
in a ten-penny novel, you know. I'm just an everyday man in real life;
and we're going to fight this thing out in everyday living. That's where
your help is coming in. We'll go together to see Mrs. Bertram Henshaw.
She's asked us to, and you'll do it, I know. We'll have music and
everyday talk. We'll see Mrs. Bertram Henshaw in her own home with her
husband, where she belongs; and--I'm not going to run again. But--I'm
counting on your help, you know,” he smiled a little wistfully, as he
held out his hand in good-by.
One minute later Alice Greggory, alone, was hurrying up-stairs.
“I can't--I can't--I know I can't,” she was whispering wildly. Then,
in her own room, she faced herself in the mirror. “Yes--you--can, Alice
Greggory,” she asserted, with swift change of voice and manner. “This
is _your_ tiger skin, and you're going to fight it. Do you
understand?--fight it! And you're going to win, too. Do you want that
man to know you--_care_?”
CHAPTER VI. “THE PAINTING LOOK”
It was toward the last of October that Billy began to notice her
husband's growing restlessness. Twice, when she had been playing to
him, she turned to find him testing the suppleness of his injured arm.
Several times, failing to receive an answer to her questions, she had
looked up to discover him gazing abstractedly at nothing in particular.
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