Miss Billy — MarriedPorter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
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Miss Billy — Married
Porter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
Domestic fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
Out on to the broad top step Billy hurried, and peered down the street.
As far as she could see not a person was in sight. Across the street in
the Public Garden the wind stirred the gray tree-branches and set them
to casting weird shadows on the bare, frozen ground. A warning something
behind her sent Billy scurrying into the house just in time to prevent
the heavy door's closing and shutting her out, keyless, in the cold.
Half-past eleven came, and again Billy ran to the door. This time she
put the floor-mat against the casing so that the door could not close.
Once more she peered wildly up and down the street, and across into the
deserted, wind-swept Garden.
There was only terror now in Billy's face. The anger was all gone. In
Billy's mind there was not a shadow of doubt--something had happened to
Bertram.
Bertram was ill--hurt--dead! And he was so good, so kind, so noble; such
a dear, dear husband! If only she could see him once. If only she could
ask his forgiveness for those wicked, unkind, accusing thoughts. If only
she could tell him again that she did love him. If only--
Far down the street a step rang sharply on the frosty air. A masculine
figure was hurrying toward the house. Retreating well into the shadow
of the doorway, Billy watched it, her heart pounding against her side
in great suffocating throbs. Nearer and nearer strode the approaching
figure until Billy had almost sprung to meet it with a glad cry--almost,
but not quite; for the figure neither turned nor paused, but marched
straight on--and Billy saw then, under the arc light, a brown-bearded
man who was not Bertram at all.
Three times during the next few minutes did the waiting little bride
on the doorstep watch with palpitating yearning a shadowy form appear,
approach--and pass by. At the third heart-breaking disappointment, Billy
wrung her hands helplessly.
“I don't see how there can be--so many--utterly _useless_ people in the
world!” she choked. Then, thoroughly chilled and sick at heart, she went
into the house and closed the door.
Once again, back and forth, back and forth, Billy took up her weary
vigil. She still wore the heavy coat. She had forgotten to take it off.
Her face was pitifully white and drawn. Her eyes were wild. One of her
hands was nervously caressing the rough sleeve of the coat as it hung
from her shoulder.
One--two--three--
Billy gave a sharp cry and ran into the hall.
Yes, it was twelve o'clock. And now, always, all the rest of the
dreary, useless hours that that clock would tick away through an endless
existence, she would have to live--without Bertram. If only she could
see him once more! But she could not. He was dead. He must be dead, now.
Here it was twelve o'clock, and--
There came a quick step, the click of a key in the lock, then the door
swung back and Bertram, big, strong, and merry-eyed, stood before her.
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