Miss Billy — MarriedPorter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
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Miss Billy — Married
Porter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
Domestic fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
“No man, however fondly he loves his wife, likes to feel that she is
everlastingly peering into the recesses of his mind, and weighing his
every act to find out if he does or does not love her to-day as well as
he did yesterday at this time.... Then, when spontaneity is dead, she
is the chief mourner at its funeral.... A few couples never leave the
Garden of Eden. They grow old hand in hand. They are the ones who bear
and forbear; who have learned to adjust themselves to the intimate
relationship of living together.... A certain amount of liberty, both of
action and thought, must be allowed on each side.... The family shut in
upon itself grows so narrow that all interest in the outside world
is lost.... No two people are ever fitted to fill each other's lives
entirely. They ought not to try to do it. If they do try, the process is
belittling to each, and the result, if it is successful, is nothing less
than a tragedy; for it could not mean the highest ideals, nor the truest
devotion.... Brushing up against other interests and other personalities
is good for both husband and wife. Then to each other they bring the
best of what they have found, and each to the other continues to be new
and interesting.... The young wife, however, is apt to be jealous of
everything that turns her husband's attention for one moment away from
herself. She is jealous of his thoughts, his words, his friends, even
his business.... But the wife who has learned to be the clinging vine
when her husband wishes her to cling, and to be the sturdy oak when
clinging vines would be tiresome, has solved a tremendous problem.”
At this point Billy dropped the paper. She flung it down, indeed, a bit
angrily. There were still a few more words in the criticism, mostly the
critic's own opinion of the book; but Billy did not care for this. She
had read quite enough--too much, in fact. All that sort of talk might
be very well, even necessary, perhaps (she told herself), for ordinary
husbands and wives! but for her and Bertram--
Then vividly before her rose those initial quoted words:
“Perhaps the first test comes when the young wife awakes to the
realization that while her husband loves her very much, he can still
make plans with his old friends which do not include herself.”
Billy frowned, and put her finger to her lips. Was that then, last
night, a “test”? Had she been “tyrannical and exacting”? Was she
“everlastingly peering into the recesses” of Bertram's mind and
“weighing his every act”? Was Bertram already beginning to “chafe” under
these new bonds that held him?
No, no, never that! She could not believe that. But what if he should
sometime begin to chafe? What if they two should, in days to come,
degenerate into just the ordinary, everyday married folk, whom she saw
about her everywhere, and for whom just such horrid books as this must
be written? It was unbelievable, unthinkable. And yet, that man had
said--
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