Miss Cheyne of Essilmont, Volume 2 (of 3) — John Shaqi
Miss Cheyne of Essilmont, Volume 2 (of 3)Grant, James
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Miss Cheyne of Essilmont, Volume 2 (of 3)
Grant, James
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'With what is your mind struggling?' asked Bella, with reference to
his broken words.
'I know not how to explain.'
'You do look troubled, Captain Wilmot. In your usually merry face
one never sees such an expression as it wears now,' said she,
surveying his features with her sweet and earnest eyes, full of great
and sudden sympathy. 'What--amid a scene like this to-night--this
gay world of yours, rank and luxury around you--what mental pain have
you to struggle with?'
Jerry felt her slender fingers trembling in his hand, and he pressed
them softly and caressingly.
'You know not all I have endured of doubt and love too, Bella,
since--since--'
'Since when?' she asked, impatiently, but in a low voice.
'That interview I had with your father.'
Her dilated eyes expressed great wonder at this unexpected reply.
'What passed between you?' she asked.
'I cannot tell you--now at least--and so infuse an aspect of
selfishness, with bitterness too, in the sweetness of a moment like
this.'
'Jerry!' exclaimed the girl, bewildered by his manner.
His name escaped her lips almost unconsciously, but the sound of it
then again, as in his boyish days, made every pulse quicken and his
heart to thrill.
'Bella, my darling! I love you. You know that I have always loved
you, and never anyone else.' (Though this was not precisely the case,
just then Jerry thought it was.) 'I have struggled against that love
till I can do so no longer'--(Why? thought Bella, with anger growing
in her breast)--'struggled against it, but it has overpowered me at
last; and though the world I live in might view the avowal with
contempt and derision, and utterly mistake the spirit in which I make
it, I do love you dearly, Bella,' he added in a low, beseeching voice.
All unknown to himself, this speech in its phraseology was about the
most blundering he could have addressed to the haughty Bella Chevenix!
Her beautiful eyes were sparkling with indignation now; her face was
blanched and very pale, for she loved Jerry dearly, though at that
moment only anger and bitterness were swelling in her breast. She
snatched her hand from his clasp, and, cresting up her head, said
proudly,
'This world of yours shall never know from me at least that you have
condescended to address me thus. You deem it condescension; I an
insult!'
'An insult, Bella?'
'Enough of this: let us rejoin the dancers.'
Jerry was utterly bewildered, and led her from the conservatory, on
emerging from which the first eyes that met them were those of Lady
Wilmot, and they wore an expression at once cold, inquiring, and
reprehensive, which added to the annoyance of Bella, who hurriedly,
and without a word of adieu to Jerry, took the arm of her father.
The latter had been enjoying himself after his own fashion during a
protracted visit to the supper-room, and was by no means yet prepared
to withdraw.
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