Miss Cheyne of Essilmont, Volume 2 (of 3)Grant, James
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Miss Cheyne of Essilmont, Volume 2 (of 3)
Grant, James
Fiction
Jerry would no doubt marry some one else--especially if money was his
object, as she doubted not it was; and they--who were so near being
very dear to each other--might meet in years to come as mere
acquaintances, if even that! Her eyes filled with tears, and she
drummed her little foot passionately on the floor at the visions she
conjured up, and felt how difficult it is to obliterate or transfer
affection at a moment's notice.
One moment she would say to herself that she never wished to see her
lover's face again, especially if all, or even a half, were true that
his mother and cousin hinted of his character, and all she suspected
of his selfishness and pride; and the next moment she did so long to
see him once more, and made herself utterly miserable with the fear
that he might return to Aldershot without visiting the village again.
And so these two, who certainly loved each other well, and might have
done so fondly and dearly for life, were both making themselves
miserable through a very natural mistake--Bella deeming Jerry selfish
and vain, Jerry deeming her views of him unjust, or that his love was
what she suspected it to be, the outcome of cold-blooded policy,
crushing inborn and absurd pride of family and position!
So Bella's mind was in a whirl of contending emotions; one time
striving to believe in her lover's good faith, and the next endorsing
the opinion of her good, easy, and affectionate father: that he had
but one object in view--those horrible mortgages.
It was while the latter views were upper-most in her angry thoughts
that Jerry Wilmot--his leave having expired, and he and Bevil Goring
on the eve of their return to Aldershot camp--rode over to the
village to pay a farewell call.
Bella saw him from the window riding down the village street and
across the green, and her heart beat wildly as she gave breathlessly
a hurried message to one of the servants, and then rushed upstairs to
her room. She heard Jerry inquire for Mr. Chevenix. He was from
home. Then he asked for Miss Chevenix, and was told that she was at
home, but had a headache, and was unable to receive visitors.
Jerry hesitated; he knew well enough that in society 'a headache,'
when ladies were concerned, meant 'not at home;' and, leaving a card
with P.P.C. pencilled in a corner thereof, turned his horse's head,
and, quitting the village at a canter, never once looked back.
Thus Bella, by yielding to a momentary gust of pride and temper,
prompted by her then mood of mind, lost the only opportunity that
might ever occur of having the cloud that hovered between them
dispelled, and some explanation perhaps made.
But 'lovers from time immemorial have always shown much dexterity in
the mismanagement of their own affairs,' says a novelist, and thus
this pair were no exception to the general rule.
'Well,' he muttered, as his canter increased to a gallop, 'absence is
a curative process; and absence in Africa will be an exciting
addition thereto.'
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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