American fiction -- 19th century; Love stories; Romance fiction, American
“Why!” she said, “this is dreadful. And you say it as if you actually
meant it. I shall have to talk to mamma about you, Hector. Such cases
as yours are too much for me to deal with. What good is all your money,
and your genius, and your popularity, and--and good looks?” making a
charming, mischievous bow. “What pleasure can you derive from your
pretty rooms, and lovely pictures, and fine articles of _vertu_, if
you have such wicked thoughts as those? Somebody ought to take your
things from you, as we do Harry’s toys, when he is willful; and they
ought to be locked up in a cupboard, until you are in a frame of mind
to enjoy them.”
Anstruthers looked at her sweet, bright face with a kind of sad
admiration. Why had he not fallen in love with this girl, instead of
with the other? It was a hard fate which had led or driven him. What a
different man he might have been, if, three years ago, Georgie Esmond
had stood in Lisbeth Crespigny’s place!
“You don’t quite understand, Georgie,” he said, in a low, rather tender
tone. “You are too good and kind, my dear, to quite comprehend what
makes people hard, and bitter, and old before their time.”
And Colonel Esmond coming into the room to take her away, at this
moment, he gave her nice little hand the ghost of an affectionate
pressure, when she offered it to him in farewell.
And while Mr. Hector Anstruthers was railing, in this exalted strain,
at the falseness of womankind, the fair cause of his heresy was driving
home in a rather unpleasant frame of mind. It is never pleasant to
find that one has lost power, and it was a specially galling thing to
Lisbeth Crespigny to find herself at any time losing influence of any
kind. She did not find it agreeable to confront the fact that one of
her slaves had purchased his freedom, with his experience. Petty as
the emotion was, she had felt something akin to anger this morning,
when she had been compelled to acknowledge, as once or twice she had
been, that her whilom victim could address her calmly, meet her glance
with polite indifference, regard her, upon the whole, as he would have
regarded any far less accomplished woman.
“Less than four years ago,” she said to herself, with scorn, “if I had
trampled upon him, he would have kissed my feet. To-day, he only sees
in me an unpleasant young woman, whom he overrated, and accordingly
cherishes a grudge against. I have no doubt he looked at that pretty,
fresh, Esmond girl, as we sat together, and drew invidious comparisons
between us.”
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