American fiction -- 19th century; Love stories; Romance fiction, American
The fact was, that a certain incongruity in her beloved Lisbeth’s
looks and tone, had so frightened Georgie, and touched her susceptible
heart, that the tears had rushed to her eyes, and she was filled with a
dolorous pity.
“You are not--you are not happy,” she cried all at once. “You are not,
or you would not speak in that queer, satirical way. I wish you would
be a little--a little more--kind, Lisbeth.”
Lisbeth’s look was a positively guilty one.
“Kind!” she exclaimed. “Kind, Georgie!”
Having gone so far, Georgie could not easily draw back, and was fain
to go on, though she became conscious that she had placed herself in a
very trying position.
“It is not kind to keep everything to yourself so closely,” she
said, tremulously. “As if we did not care for you, or could not
comprehend----”
She stopped, because Lisbeth frightened her again. She became so pale,
that it was impossible to say anything more. Her great, dark eyes
dilated, as if with a kind of horror, at something.
“You--you think I have a secret,” she interrupted her, with a
hollow-sounding laugh. “And you are determined to make a heroine out
of me, instead of allowing me to enjoy my ‘nerves’ in peace. You don’t
comprehend ‘nerves,’ that is clear. You are running at a red rag,
Georgie, my dear. It is astonishing how prone you good, tender-hearted
people are to run at red rags, and toss, and worry them.”
It was plain that she would never betray herself. She would hold at
arm’s-length even the creature who loved her best, and was most worthy
of her confidence. It was useless to try to win her to any revelation
of her feelings.
Georgie fell to at her packing again, with a very melancholy
consciousness of the fact, that she had done no good by losing control
over her innocent emotions, and might have done harm. It had pained
her inexpressibly to see that quick dread of self-betrayal, which had
announced itself in the sudden loss of color, and the odd expression in
her friend’s eyes.
“She does not love me as I love her,” was her pathetic, mental
conclusion. “If she did, she would not be so afraid of me.”
When Lisbeth bade her good-by, at the little railway station, the
girl’s heart quite failed her.
“What shall I say to mamma and papa?” she asked.
“Tell them that Pen’yllan agrees with me so well that I don’t like to
leave it for the present,” was Lisbeth’s answer. “And tell Mrs. Esmond
that I will write to her myself.”
“And--” in timid desperation--“and Hector, Lisbeth?”
“Hector?” rather sharply. “Why Hector? What has he to do with the
matter? But stay!” shrugging her shoulders. “I suppose it would be only
civil. Tell him--tell him--that Aunt Clarissa sends her love, and hopes
he will take care of his lungs.”
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