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He had never yet made a second trial of the stepping-stones. He would
do it now. Jean had urged him to conquer. He would not be a coward.
There was natural force of will in the boy, though his fond parents had
done their best in the past to weaken it; though his doting aunt was
now doing her best to carry on the process.
"You don't like so-and-so! Then don't do it, darling!"—had been the
manner of his training hitherto. Such treatment is an absolute cruelty
to a child, unfitting him for the exigencies of future life. To teach
a child to master his own will, to control his own inclinations, is a
grand beginning for life. To wrap the will in cotton-wool, and slay its
vitality through disuse, means often a terrible after-slavery to the
inclinations. "If I like!" becomes the rule of action in place of "If I
ought!"
Cyril had enough of latent vigour to prevent his succumbing utterly to
even Sybella's training. As yet, however, he was very young for his
age; small, timid, almost babyish; and his affectionateness made him
the more malleable. The chief bracing influence in his little life was
Jean Trevelyan. Oswald frightened him; and he shrank from Evelyn's high
spirit; but he was ready to do or bear anything for Jean.
So he made the effort bravely, though his heart fluttered, and dire
sickness crept over him, as the waters ran past. He knew no more than
did Jean of the physical weakness which caused these sensations. It
was "cowardice" in his eyes as in Jean's; and it had to be conquered,
because she said so.
From stone to stone, he struggled on—whitening, shivering, hardly able
to hold himself upright, till the middle of the stream was reached.
Then he could do no more. Water and banks swept round with dizzy whirl,
and as he crouched down in a forlorn little heap, he seemed to be
sinking through unfathomable depths. He would not cry this time, for
Jean despised boyish tears, but further advance was not possible.
"Hallo! What's wrong?"
It was a man's voice, full and musical; a voice unknown to Cyril. A few
strides brought the owner of the voice near, and Cyril was lifted in a
pair of strong arms, to be carried the rest of the way.
"What's the matter, you poor little chap?"
Cyril burst into tears. "Oh, I did want to get over," he sobbed, "and I
couldn't; and Jean—Jean—"
"What about Jean?"
"Jean says—says—it's so cowardly—and she won't—won't love me!"
"What's cowardly?"
"I can't get across the stones."
"Turns you giddy, eh?"
"Yes," sobbed Cyril, from the depths of his heart.
"Never mind. I wouldn't cry. When I was a little fellow like you, I was
just the same—every inch as bad; and you see I don't mine the stones
now."
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