England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories; Villages -- England -- Fiction
General Villiers might have whispered patience to the tried young
spirit. He might have told her that the very "atmosphere" which
threatened to develop a temper ought rather to be the means of
developing a spirit of endurance. He might have suggested that one can
never learn to bear bravely and Christianly, without having something
to bear. He might have reminded her that life and its surroundings are
modelled for each individual by ONE who knows that individual's need.
But his overwhelming sense of sympathy prevented a dispassionate view
of matters.
While feeling for Evelyn, he ought also to have felt for Sybella. The
very weakness of character and narrowness of intellect, which made her
so trying a companion for Evelyn, added to her perplexities in dealing
with Evelyn. She was much to be pitied for those perplexities, and for
the enervating education which had fostered her natural feebleness.
General Villiers could not see Sybella's side. He had eyes only for
Evelyn's trouble.
The past two months of constant intercourse with this young girl, fresh
from school, had worked a revolution in his being. After long years of
widowhood, wherein no thought of marrying again had come to the fore,
he found himself passionately in love with a pretty creature, not yet
eighteen, a complete child in comparison with himself!
The thing was wild, of course; inconceivable. The idea of marriage
could not be cherished for a moment. General Villiers had not cherished
it thus far. He had scarcely even admitted to himself that he loved,
other than in a fatherly way. Or if at times he allowed the fact, he
was resolved to keep his secret, to be only her true and father-like
friend, to watch over her life, to guard her so far as he might from
sorrow, to find his joy in seeing her happy.
So matters might have gone on indefinitely, but for this scene.
General Villiers was a man of peculiarly simple nature, single-eyed
and straightforward, but by no means incapable of taking a false step.
The very directness of his aims, and the childlike eagerness of his
impulses, combined with a certain innate incapacity to look upon both
sides of a question, made him the more liable to such a step. Evelyn's
distress, her free speech, her instinctive turning to him, broke
through his purposes of self-restraint. The love, which had smouldered
hitherto, leaped up in a fierce flame, and bore down all barriers. He
thought how he might bring her speedy relief; and he did not think how
the manner of that bringing might possibly mean a fresh thraldom. At
the moment it seemed to him that for her sake he might speak.
"Evelyn, my little girl," he said, and his manly voice faltered, "if I
were but younger! If I were but more fitted! I would give my life for
you! I would give all I have to smooth your way! And even as things
are—if I could be sure that I ought—"
She seemed perplexed, and said, "I don't understand."
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