England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories; Villages -- England -- Fiction
No change had taken place in Jean's manner of life. It had been a
continuous going on in the old lines; the harder part of her studiously
cultivated, the softer part stamped down and driven inward. She had
been trained in a splendid mastery of principle over inclination; she
had been taught any amount of self-repression and self-control; body
and mind had been well and wisely handled. But training and cultivation
of the heart's affections had not been equally prominent. Mr. Trevelyan
was always just and even, always entirely high-principled; and Madame
Collier was always practical. Neither of the two was in manner gentle
or loving.
Had it not been for three definite outlets, Jean's softer and more
affectionate side would have been walled up and subjected to a slow
starvation. These three were—her passionate and absorbing love for
Oswald; her quiet friendship with Cyril; her interest in the sick and
needy of the parish. Jean's tenderness thus found a three-fold vent,
and did not die; but at present it crept through those vents in a
shamefaced and surreptitious fashion.
Jem Trevelyan might have supplied a fourth softening element. During
years, however, he and Jean had seen little one of another. With her
Ingram cousins, Mabel especially, Jean was on agreeable terms, and
that was all; for the three girls, pleasant as they were, and popular
in many quarters, touched no inner chord of Jean's being. As Mabel had
said, Jean "really liked" very few people. "Really to like" in her case
meant more than mere liking, and not "really to like" meant profound
indifference.
Springing over her fourth stile, on the way homeward, she was arrested
by an exclamation:
"Jean! That's jolly!"
"Cyril! You here!"
"I'm come to meet you—by accident."
"How did you know where I was?"
"Intuition."
"Nonsense."
"Madame Collier told me you'd gone to Dutton, so of course I knew you'd
come this way. I say!—Give me that basket."
"No. Cyril, let it alone. I like to carry something."
"So do I!"—dexterously twisting the handle off her arm.
"How you bother!"
"Yes, I know. It's only for your good. What's inside the basket?"
"Nothing that concerns you."
"Hanks of darning cotton, I do believe. I say, Jean, you must use an
uncommon lot of old socks at the Rectory. Madame Collier's one earthly
occupation is turning them over. I never find her at anything else;
unless it is grubbing up stones in the garden."
"Stockings, you mean; not socks."
"Two varieties of the same genus. What are you hurrying for, now?"
"Aunt Marie will want me."
"Let her! I want you more."
"I can't wait, really. She will be vexed."
"Have you got to darn? I'll come and read to you, then."
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