England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories; Villages -- England -- Fiction
"I have no wish to know them any better."
"Then I am to understand that your manner yesterday to some of my
friends—a manner which gave pain—was not inadvertent, but intentional?"
Evelyn almost spoke, almost told him of the real cause. It was a pity
that she did not. Though he might have been difficult to convince, he
would not in the abstract have approved of gossip, and he would at
least have seen that she had a reason for showing coldness.
"But what is the use?" she asked herself plaintively. "He will not
understand."
She turned away with a sigh, making no answer, and the frown on the
General's brow was stamped there during many hours. He thought Evelyn
was wilfully bent on opposing him.
It was difficult, perhaps, for him to think otherwise, when she would
not attempt to make her motives clear; yet no doubt it was difficult
also for Evelyn to enter on such an attempt, when she had so often
tried and failed. The state of tension between them had grown gradually
out of an utter discrepancy of mind and character, at least not less
in degree than the discrepancy of age. In such cases, it is often most
difficult to say where the blame lies.
For he was so good, so earnest, a man: and withal so fixed in his
views. When he had made up his mind, he had made up his mind, and
nothing could move him. This was a marked idiosyncrasy, a part of his
very nature; and it was equally shown on questions of great moment and
of passing interest.
On almost every conceivable subject of importance, he had come to
definite conclusions some thirty or forty years earlier; and he had not
since deviated by a hair's breadth, at least not consciously, from the
neat solution of each difficulty, then laid down by himself for his
own instruction. He was never troubled by a shadow of doubt that his
opinions might not be absolutely and altogether right. He never thought
it possible that here or there he might be mistaken. He had his Bible;
he studied it; he reached certain conclusions. When other people,
studying their Bibles no less earnestly, reached different conclusions,
they of course were wrong.
He was too gentlemanly and kind-hearted to judge them harshly in words;
but he always felt their deviations from truth, as held by himself, to
be sad and perplexing; and he had no pleasure in their society. His
friends were always those who agreed with himself, who submitted to his
dictum. All who did so agree, he accepted and believed in thoroughly;
so thoroughly that, as we have seen, Evelyn was hopeless of her power
to disturb that belief. All who did not so agree were relegated to the
outer circle of mere acquaintances.
But he could not so relegate his wife: and Evelyn by no means agreed
with him on all points. She made no effort to conceal the fact; and
this was a lasting grief to the single-eyed simple-hearted man. For if
he were inevitably always in the right, she must of necessity, where
she differed from him, be always in the wrong.
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