Mr. Wycherly turned to look at Miss Esperance, and fresh as he was from
his vision of a woman in all the radiance of her first youth and beauty,
he agreed with Montagu that there is a very beautiful oldness, and that
such beauty is to the understanding heart perhaps most fair of all.
She held out her hands in her eagerness, and leant forward, straining
her eyes to read his face in the shadow.
"You are far more fit to deal with such subjects than I," he said
hesitatingly, "but since you have done me the honour to consult me—if I
might venture, I would suggest that for a boy of Montagu’s temperament
much dogmatic teaching is a mistake. In childhood we can only realise
the Infinite through the finite. Some of us in that respect never get
beyond childhood; I, myself, somewhat resemble Montagu, and therefore I
think it might be better to defer the—er—Shorter Catechism until he is
older and more able to grapple with—" Mr. Wycherly seemed to swallow
something in his throat, and the lines round his eyes deepened
"its—er—theology."
"No," said Miss Esperance firmly, "he must learn his catechism whether
he understands it or not."
"Well, don’t be disappointed if he doesn’t understand it, dear Miss
Esperance. I don’t, but then I never read it until the other day."
There was an ominous silence for a minute. He and Miss Esperance had
seldom before touched upon any religious question. Now she sighed and
said sadly: "I thought perhaps you would be able to help me, but your
advice has been that, having put my hand to the plough, I should turn
back, and that I cannot do. I wish," she continued timidly, "that
should a suitable opportunity arise, you could see your way to speak to
Montagu. You have such great influence over him, anything that you say
would have so much weight. Don’t you think that you could?"
"I cannot promise," he answered nervously; "should a suitable
opportunity arise, perhaps I might, but I cannot promise. I confess
that I should have the greatest difficulty in approaching these subjects
in cold blood, and I question very much whether it would be wise on my
part. I have always and purposely avoided anything that bore upon
religious instruction in my dealings with Montagu because—well, you
know, my dear Miss Esperance, that your good minister, Mr. Gloag,
considers me lamentably latitudinarian in these matters, my whole
training, my whole mental outlook, is so opposed—" Again Mr. Wycherly
stopped, helplessly clasping and unclasping his long, thin hands. Miss
Esperance regarded him sadly, then sighed, saying gently, "I can only
leave the issue in wiser hands than ours."
"And there," said Mr. Wycherly, reverently, "it will be perfectly safe."
Miss Esperance rose, and as he opened the door for her he held out his
hand, saying humbly: "You must try not to be angry with me: it is pure
incapacity, not wilfulness, that renders me so useless as an adviser."
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