No man ever existed who cared less about eating than Mr. Wycherly.
Whatsoever was set before him, that he ate meekly and without comment—if
he remembered. He always offered to help Miss Esperance from whatever
dish was set before him at supper, and she as invariably refused it. It
would have seemed to him an unwarrantable piece of interference even so
indirectly to criticise her housekeeping as to suggest what she should
eat. But to-day there had occurred something which had entirely shaken
him out of his usual patient acquiescence in existing conditions: so
that, when Montagu pointed out that his fare was so much better than
that of Miss Esperance, he was seized by a new anguish of self-reproach.
Had he, all these years, been living luxuriously?—that is how poor Mr.
Wycherly put it to himself—while she, who with her frail little hands
had pulled him forcibly back from the abyss into which he was so surely
slipping, had she been living sparely, and he never even noticed whether
she had enough to eat? In his misery he was ready to accuse himself of
having starved Miss Esperance that he might go full-fed himself.
It was rather a silent meal. Miss Esperance did her best to start
topics of interest, but his response, though never lacking in urbane
attention, was somewhat half-hearted and depressed.
When he had gone upstairs to his own room, Miss Esperance waited with
the little bell, which summoned Elsa, still in her hand till that good
woman appeared, when she asked anxiously: "Elsa, do you know if anything
has occurred to upset Mr. Wycherly? He is not looking at all well
to-night."
Elsa shook her head. "I dinna ken, mem, what it’ll be, but he never
touched his denner, and when he came back this afternoon he looked like
he’d been greetin’ and greetin’ sair."
Elsa paused; Miss Esperance made no answer, but stood still, looking at
the lamp on the table, lost in thought.
"It’s no the old thing," Elsa added suddenly, lowering her voice.
Miss Esperance put out her hand as if warding off a blow. "Of course
not," she exclaimed. "I am surprised, Elsa, that you should so far
forget yourself as to refer, to—that time—so long ago, so entirely
passed."
The little lady seemed in some subtle fashion to withdraw herself to an
immense distance from the homely serving-woman who stood fingering her
apron and saying nothing. She knew that she had offended her mistress,
and when Miss Esperance was offended, she, usually the gentlest and
friendliest of women, became quite unapproachable. She left the room
with her usual noiseless tread, and for a good five minutes after she
had gone Elsa stood where she was, still fingering her apron and
wondering what she could do to make amends.
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