Miss Hildreth: A Novel, Volume 1Stevens, Augusta de Grasse
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Miss Hildreth: A Novel, Volume 1
Stevens, Augusta de Grasse
Fiction
"A clever Frenchman once said, 'On revient toujours à ses premiers
amours.' Let us suppose this to have been said of a woman who, in
her first youth, had loved a man and jilted him, and then, after
many years and much sorrow, her heart returned again to him with a
love and constancy unknown before. Cannot the past teach you to
read between the lines? I did not write to you of my engagement;
but now that it is over, and I am free, I find myself
instinctively seeking the old shelter of your friendship, which at
one time was never denied me; appealing to the old sympathy to
which I then never appealed in vain. Are you astonished--surprised?
I am not. In those old days--whose glory is not yet faded, over
whose memory 'Requiescant in pace' has not yet been written--I came
to you at all times, and you refused me nothing save one
thing--once. So now I creep back to the old refuge, and bid you
fold down the cere-cloth from our dead past, and see if still,
after all these years, it does not look somewhat fair; if still
there does not cling to it the memory of those old days; of blue
skies, bluer waters, sweet roses, sweeter vows, bright sunshine,
brighter promises! My marriage engagement is broken, Philip. Why? I
can give no reason. He was all that the world calls worthy, and I
believe he loved me; yet I found him wanting. Memory is a rare and
delusive beautifier, and my memory is sadly tenacious of the past;
therefore I am free. I could not be dishonest to him, even though
I would. Yes, I am free, and I am writing you after years of
silence. I wonder will you smile over this half-confession, and
say, 'Impetuous as ever!' or will you understand, and, so
understanding, send me the answer I desire? But should you choose
to misconstrue my words, I can but say that I have wished to be
honest, however late in the day. Write to me, Philip, or better,
come to me. After all, I am but a woman, and a very weak one.
"PATRICIA."
This was the letter that awaited Philip Tremain on his breakfast-table,
one bright spring morning of that most fickle, yet most beautiful month,
April. Even as he entered the room he became aware of its subtle
presence made known to him by its faint, dead odour of violets;
consequently it caused him no great shock of surprise to find the large,
square envelope, sealed with the device of a lighted candle and a silly
moth, and the motto "Delusion" below a monogram; with the firm
handwriting forming his name and address looking up at him from its
dainty surroundings of silver and damask. As the face of a once dearly
loved friend, neglected yet not forgotten, comes back to one from out
the mists of memory, recalled unexpectedly by some trivial
circumstance--a strain of music, a line of poetry, a faded flower.
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