Miss Hildreth: A Novel, Volume 1Stevens, Augusta de Grasse
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Miss Hildreth: A Novel, Volume 1
Stevens, Augusta de Grasse
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Patricia drew back her injured hand, noting with self pity the red marks
his violence had left upon it, glanced down at her dainty costume of
delicate laces and softest silk, looked at the evidence of wealth in
her soft surroundings, turned a little towards the inner room,
brilliantly lighted, where she had left her subtle flatterers and
adorers, their words still echoing in her ears, then brought her
unwilling eyes back to Philip's tired, angry, harassed face, noted,
although half ashamed, his rumpled hair and ill-fitting coat, his
general lack of finish and repose, and drawing one hand slowly over the
other, slightly shook her head.
"You will not?" he cried out hoarsely. Then without waiting for her
reply, he burst into a torrent of disappointment and recrimination,
urged thereto by his hurt self-love; as he, quick as Patricia to make
comparisons, noted in proud disdain his provincial appearance beside the
perfectly-mannered, faultlessly-dressed, languidly-interested young
moths, who fluttered about the flame of Patricia's beauty, stupidly
singing their sensibilities in the fire of her brilliancy. Yet none the
less, though he knew and felt his own worth and truth to be boundless,
compared to theirs, he also felt that in the eyes of the woman he loved,
he looked--oh, unpardonable sin--honest, jealous, and countrified.
"You are not worthy of my love, or of me," he cried. "Go your own way,
Patricia, lead your own life; I release you, but don't for one moment
think you have injured or blighted mine. If all these luxurious
dainties, and all those brainless fools," with a contemptuous wave of
his hand towards the innocent revellers and their surroundings, "are
more to you than my love, then is your love too dainty a luxury for me.
I loved you, Patty, God knows how I loved you; but that goes for nothing
in your eyes. Good-bye, Patricia, good-bye."
She stood very still and silent while he spoke, the colour burned red in
her cheeks, the fire gleamed in her eyes, her bosom rose and fell
rapidly with the quick beating of her heart. She had not intended that
half unwilling shake of her head to be taken so literally, and used
against her. Was he not over anxious to grasp at this chance of freedom?
Were there not others, only waiting for her to declare herself
unfettered, to offer her so much more than this one poor man could give?
Above all, did he not snatch at this suddenly-made breach between them
with almost indecent haste? Her head rose proudly. She met his look
gallantly.
"As you say; no, I cannot live without what to me makes up the sum of
life; luxuries, dainties, call them what you will; they have not entered
over much into your life, I know; but they have become a part of mine,
and of me. I should be miserable without them."
"Even as my wife?" he asked royally.
"Even as your wife," she answered proudly.
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