His mother possessed a fine natural aptitude for the same branch of
industry; but the old Marchese, whom, though he spoke but little and
was seldom seen, I soon perceived to have a character of his own,
passed his days in reading and writing in some obscure retreat on the
ground-floor.
Bianca, after suspending her judgment for some days, had apparently
given a verdict in my favour, for she now followed me about like
a dog, a line of conduct which, though flattering, had certainly
its drawbacks. The English lessons were always a trial, but they
grew better as time went on, and the music lessons were far more
satisfactory.
As for me, I began to grow fond of my pupil; she was such a crude,
instinctive creature, so curiously undeveloped for her time of life,
that one could not but take her under one's wing and forgive her her
failings as one forgives a little child.
I had now been a month in Pisa, and the first sense of desolation
and strangeness had worn off. There were moments, even now, when the
longing for home grew so desperate that I was on the point of rushing
off to England by the next train; but I was growing accustomed to my
surroundings; the sense of being imprisoned in an enchanted palace
had vanished, and had been followed by a more prosaic, but more
comfortable, adaptation to environment.
My life moved from day to day in a groove, and I ceased to question
the order of things. In the morning were the lessons and the walk
with Bianca; the afternoons were looked upon as my own, and these I
generally passed in reading, writing letters, and in walking about the
city, whose every stone I was getting to know by heart.
Often leaning on the bridge and looking across at the palaces curving
along the river, I peopled with a visionary company the lofty rooms
beyond the lofty windows.
Here Shelley came with his wife and the Williams', and here it was
that they made acquaintance with Emilia Vivian, the heroine of
"Epipsychidion." Byron had a palazzo all to himself, whence he rode out
with Trelawney, to the delight of the population.
Leigh Hunt lingered here in his many wanderings, and Landor led a
hermit life in some hidden corner of the old town.
Claire Clairmont, that unfortunate mortal, who where'er she
came brought calamity, vibrated discontentedly between here and
Florence, and it seemed that sometimes I saw her, a little, unhappy,
self-conscious ghost, looking from the upper windows of Shelley's
palace.
And here, too, after the storm and the shipwreck in which their lives'
happiness had gone down, came those two forlorn women, Mary Shelley and
Jane Williams. Upon the picture of such sorrow I could not trust myself
to gaze; only now and then I heard their shadowy weeping in some dim,
great chamber of a half-deserted house.
At other times, I returned to my first friend, the great piazza, whose
marvels it seemed impossible to exhaust, and for which I grew to
entertain a curiously personal affection.
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