At her feet sat my eldest sister, Rosalind, entirely absorbed in
correcting a bundle of proof-sheets which had arrived that morning
from _Temple Bar_. Rosalind was the genius of the family, a full-blown
London B.A., who occasionally supplemented her earnings as coach and
lecturer by writing for the magazines. She had been engaged, moreover,
for the last year or two, to a clever young journalist, Hubert Andrews
by name, and the lovers were beginning to look forward to a speedy
termination to their period of waiting.
I, Elsie Meredith, who was neither literary nor artistic, neither
picturesque like Jenny nor clever like Rosalind, whose middle
place in the family had always struck me as a fit symbol of my own
mediocrity--I, alone of all these busy people, was sitting idle.
Lounging in the arm-chair which faced my mother's, I twisted and
retwisted, rolled and unrolled, read and reread a letter which had
arrived for me that morning, and whose contents I had been engaged in
revolving in my mind throughout the day.
"Well, Elsie," said my mother at last, looking up with a smile from her
work, "have you come to any decision, after all this hard thinking?"
"I suppose it will be 'Yes,'" I answered rather dolefully; "Mrs. Gray
seems to think it a quite unusual opportunity." And I turned again
to the letter, which contained an offer of an engagement for me as
governess in the family of the Marchesa Brogi, at Pisa.
"I should certainly say 'Go,'" put in Rosalind, lifting her dark
expressive face from her proofs; "if it were not for Hubert I should
almost feel inclined to go myself. You will gain all sorts of
experience, receive all sorts of new impressions. You are shockingly
ill-paid at Miss Cumberland's, and these people offer a very fair
salary. And if you don't like it, it is always open to you to come
back."
"We should all miss you very much, Elsie," added my mother; "but if it
is for your good, why, there is no more to be said."
"Oh, of course we should miss her horribly," cried Rosalind, in her
impetuous fashion, gathering together the scattered proof-sheets as she
spoke; "you mustn't think we want to get rid of you." And the little
thoughtful pucker between her straight brows disappeared as she laid
her hand with a smile on my knee. I pressed the inky, characteristic
fingers in my own. I am neither literary nor artistic, as I said
before, but I have a little talent for being fond of people.
"I'm sure I don't know what I shall do without you," put in Jenny, in
her deliberate, serious way, making round, grey eyes at me across the
lamplight. "It isn't that you are such a good critic, Elsie, but you
have a sort of feeling for art which helps one more than you have any
idea of."
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