"You wrote this?" he asked, holding up my unfortunate scrawl.
"Yes, I wrote it."
"And you meant what you wrote?"
"Yes."
He came a little nearer to me, speaking, it seemed, with a certain
passionate contempt.
"And you expected me, Elsie, to accept such an answer?"
Before the fire of his glance my eyes fell suddenly. "I have no other
answer to give you," I murmured brokenly.
The Marchesa, who had stayed in the room by my own request, glanced
questioningly from one to the other, evidently unable to follow the
rapid English of the dialogue.
"Is it possible, Elsie, that you have deceived me? That you, who seemed
so true, are falser than words can say? Have you forgotten what you
said to me, what your eyes said as well as your lips, a few short hours
ago?"
"I have not forgotten, but I cannot marry you."
"Then you do not love me, Elsie? you have been amusing yourself."
"If you choose to think so, I cannot help it."
"Elsie, whatever promise you have made to my mother, whatever promise
may have been extorted from you, remember that your first promise and
your duty were to me."
I shivered from head to foot, while my heart echoed his words. But I
had given my word, and I would not go back from it. Never should my
mother's daughter thrust herself unwelcomed in any house.
"Have you nothing to say to me, Elsie?"
"Nothing."
"Mother," he cried, turning flashing eyes to the Marchesa, "what have
you been saying to her, by what means have you so transformed her, how
have you succeeded in wringing from her a most unjust promise?"
"Stay," I interposed, speaking also in Italian, "no promise has been
wrung from me, I gave it freely. Marchesino, it seems you cannot
believe it, yet it is true that of my own free will I refuse to marry
you, that I take back my unconsidered word of this morning. I am no
wife for you, and you no husband for me; a few hours of reflection have
sufficed very plainly to show me that."
He stood there, paler than ever, looking at me with a piteous air of
incredulity. "Elsie, it is not possible--consider, remember--it is not
true!"
His voice broke, wavered, and fell; from the passionate entreaty of his
eyes I turned my own way.
"It is true, Marchesino, that I will never, never marry you."
Clear, cold, and cruel, though very low, were the tones of my voice; I
know not what angel or fiend was giving me strength and utterance; I
only know that it was not the normal Elsie who thus spoke and acted.
There was a pause, which seemed to last an age, then once again his
voice broke the stillness.
"Since, then, you choose to spoil my life, Elsie, and perhaps (who
knows?) your own, there is no more to be said. Far be it from me to
extort a woman's consent from her. The only love worth having is that
which is given freely, which has courage, which has pride."
Very hard and contemptuous sounded his words. My heart cried out in
agony; "Andrea, you are unjust!" but I stood there dumb as a fish, with
clasped hands and a drooping head.
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