“You ought to be ashamed of yourself--always sneaking round! You ought
to be ashamed of yourself!”
“Oh, I am, Pete,” she quavered, though, in fact, she wasn't sure in just
what lay the shamefulness of her deed; till he'd spoken she had felt
nothing but Romance in the air.
“Well, you ought to be,” Pete reiterated. He hesitated a second, then
went on:
“You aren't going to blab it all around, are you?”
“Oh, no!” breathed Missy, horrified at such a suggestion. “Well, see
that you don't! I'll give you some candy to-morrow.”
“Yes--candy,” came Polly's voice faintly from the divan.
Then, as the subject seemed to be exhausted, Missy crept away, permeated
with the sense of her sin.
It was horrible! To have sinned just when she'd found the wonderful
new feeling. Just when she'd resolved to be good always, that she might
dwell in the house of the Lord forever. She hadn't intended to sin; but
she must have been unusually iniquitous. Pete's face had told her
that. It was particularly horrible because sin had stolen upon her so
suddenly. Does sin always take you unawares, that way? A new and black
fear settled heavily over her.
When she finally returned to the porch with the paper-flowers box, she
was embarrassed by grandma's asking what had kept her so long. It
would have been easy to make up an excuse, but this new sense of sin
restrained her from lying. So she mumbled unintelligibly, till grandma
interrupted:
“Do you feel sick, Missy?” she asked anxiously.
“No, ma'am.”
“Are you sure? You ate so much at dinner. Maybe you didn't take a long
enough nap.”
“I'm not sleepy, grandma.”
But grandma insisted on feeling her forehead--her hands. They were hot.
“I think I'd better put you to bed for a little while,” said grandma.
“You're feverish. And if you're not better by night, you mustn't go to
the meeting.”
Missy's heart sank, weighted with a new fear. It would be an unbearable
calamity to miss going to the meeting. For, that night, a series of
“revivals” were to start at the Methodist Church; and, though father was
a Presbyterian (to oblige mother), grandpa and grandma were Methodists
and would go every night; and so long as mother was away, she could go
to meeting with them. In the fervour of the new religious feeling she
craved sanctified surroundings.
So, though she didn't feel at all sick and though she wanted desperately
to make paper-flowers, she docilely let herself be put to bed. Anyway,
perhaps it was just a penance sent to her by our Lord, to make atonement
for her sin.
By supper-time grandma agreed that she seemed well enough to go.
Throughout the meal Pete, who was wearing an aloof and serious manner,
refrained from looking at her, and she strived to keep her own anxious
gaze away from him. He wasn't going to the meeting with the other three.
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