Despite her exaltation, she was conscious of material things. For
instance she noted that Mrs. Brenning was on the other side of grandma,
and wondered whether she were atoning for the sins of her chickens
against Mrs. Jones's tomato-vines; she noticed, too, that Mrs.
Brenning's hat had become askew, which gave her a queer, unsuitable,
rakish look. Yet Missy didn't feel like laughing. She felt like closing
her eyes and waiting to be born anew. But, before closing her eyes, she
sent a swift glance up at the choir platform. Polly Currier was still up
there, looking very placid as she sang with the rest of the choir. They
were singing a rollicking tune. She listened--
“Pull for the shore, sailor! Pull for the shore! Leave the poor old
strangled wretch, and pull for the shore!”
Who was the old strangled wretch? A sinner, doubtless. Ah, the world
was full of sin. She looked again at Polly. Polly's placidity was
reassuring; evidently she was not a sinner. But it was time to close her
eyes. However, before doing so, she sent a swift upward glance toward
the preacher. He had a look on his face as though an electric light had
been turned on just inside. He was praying fervently for God's grace
upon “these Thy repentant creatures.” Missy shut her eyes, repented
violently, and awaited the miracle. What would happen? How would it
feel, when her soul was born anew? Surely it must be time. She waited
and waited, while her limbs grew numb and her soul continued to quiver
and stretch up. But in vain; she somehow didn't feel the grace of God
nearly as much as last Sunday when the Presbyterian choir was
singing “Asleep in Jesus,” while the sun shone divinely through the
stained-glass window.
She felt cheated and very sad when, at last, the preacher bade the
repentant ones stand up again. Evidently she hadn't repented hard
enough. Very soberly she walked back to the pew and took her place
between grandpa and grandma. They looked rather sober, too; she wondered
if they, also, had had trouble with their souls.
Then Brother Poole bade the repentant sinners to “stand up and testify.”
One or two of the older sinners, who had repented before, rose first to
show how this was done. And then some of the younger ones, after being
urged, followed example. Sobbing, they testified as to their depth of
sin and their sense of forgiveness, while Brother Poole intermittently
cut in with staccato exclamations such as “Praise the Lord!” and “My
Redeemer Liveth!”
Missy was eager to see whether grandpa and grandma would stand up and
testify. When neither of them did so, she didn't know whether she was
more disappointed or relieved. Perhaps their silence denoted that their
souls had been born anew quite easily. Or again--! She sighed; her soul,
at all events, had proved a failure.
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