“And I think a ribbon band the colour of your dress would be pretty,”
mother went on, parting off a section and wrapping it round a “curler.”
A sudden remembrance clutched at Missy's ecstatic reply; the shine faded
from her eyes. But mother, engrossed, didn't observe; more deeply she
sank her unintentional barb. “No,” she mused aloud, “a garland of little
rosebuds would be better, I believe-tiny delicate little buds, tied with
a pink bow.”
At that, the prospective flower-girl, to have saved her life, could
not have repressed the sigh which rose like a tidal wave from her
overcharged heart. Mother caught the sigh, and looked at her anxiously.
“Don't you think it would look pretty?” she asked.
Missy nodded mutely. So complex were her emotions that, fearing for
self-control, she was glad, just then, that the Baby cried.
As soon as mother had kissed her good night and left her, she pulled
out the paper rustling importantly within her blouse, and laid it in
the celluloid “treasure box” which sat on the high-boy. Then soberly she
finished the operation on her hair, and undressed herself.
Before getting into bed, after her regular prayer was said, she stayed
awhile on her knees and put the whole of her seething dilemma before
God. “Dear God,” she said, “you know how unhappy Miss Princess is and
young Doc, too. Please make them both happy, God. And please help me not
feel sorry about the Pink Dress. For I just can't help feeling sorry.
Please help us all, dear God, and I'll be such a good girl, God.”
Perhaps it is the biggest gift in the world, to be able to pray. And, by
prayer, is not meant the saying over of a formal code, but the simple,
direct speaking with God. It is so simple in the doing, so marvellous
in its reaction, that the strange thing is that it is not more generally
practiced. But there is where the gift comes in: a supreme essence
of spirit which must, if the prayer is to achieve its end, be first
possessed-a thing possessed by all children not yet quite rid of the
glamour of immortality and by some, older, who contrive to hold enough
glamour to be as children throughout life. Some call this thing Faith,
but there are other names just as good; and the essence lives on
forever.
These reflections are not Missy's. She knelt there, without
consciousness of any motive or analysis. She only knew she was telling
it all to God. And presently, in her heart, in whispers fainter than
the stir of the slumbering leaves outside, she heard His answer. God had
heard; she knew it by the peace He laid upon her tumultuous heart.
Steeped in faith, she fell asleep. But not a dreamless sleep. Missy
always dreamed, these nights: wonderful dreams--magical, splendid,
sometimes vaguely terrifying, often remotely tied up with some event
of the day, but always wonderful. And the last dream she dreamed, this
eventful night, was marvellous indeed. For it was a replica of the one
she had dreamed the night before.
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